Your face is reflected in me, you have long ceased to be who you were, your gaze is lost in a non-existent void and your

Your face is reflected in me, you have long ceased to be who you were, your gaze is lost in a non-existent void and your complexion has lightened to the point of making you almost invisible. You wander around the house without finding anything to do, not even the dirty dishes from the sink no longer bother you, not even clothes on the floor when you walk, not even Even that bandage that you carry on your hand, covering your wound, you have deigned to change. You wish to die in life, your eyes have lost their shine, always with a fabric of water that clouds your gaze. And I don't understand why you want to punish yourself for something that not even you. nor have you provoked him. I still remember that morning, he came to me and looked at me with sleepy face, he turned on the water tap, waited for it to be warm and when He prepared to wash, a cushion bounced in his face, while your laughter could be heard. From the other room, picking up the cushion from the floor, I look at you and give a With a big scream he threw himself onto the bed, between laughter and games you began to walk all over the room like cat and mouse. In a moment that almost reached you, you took refuge inside the sink, closing the door and looking at me smiling, you began to say: You won't catch me, hahaha, nononononono, you won't catch me. You looked like a child, your smile bounced off every wall of the room. bathroom, your breathing was accelerated, your skin was tan and you transmitted vitality, it was nice to see you like this, it was like being in the best of paradises, today so far away from you. For a moment there was silence and you thought you had won, Opening the door carefully, you took out part of your body to observe if You were alone, it seemed like that at first, but suddenly he appeared. Gotcha, hahahaha And holding you by the waist you went into the bathroom, I got up and turned on the hot water of the shower and put you inside like that. which, with clothes included, and seconds later he enters with you. They are images that I can never forget, I remember the the way you caressed each other, the way you both searched for each other's lips and You came together hugging each other, while the water ran over your bodies, wetting them, marking your shapes in more detail. I was envious of you, of the way you transmitted your feelings, desires, passion What's more, I have engraved in me, the image of the two already outside of the shower, drying each other, looking at each other, pampering every detail of each other, both looking at me and feeling like the best of objects, the one that reflected the passion and desire you felt for each other, happy to be your center of union, at that moment. But if I go back to the present and look at you I break into a thousand pieces, where in each one I keep a memory of both, although he no longer comes to me with a sleepy face, I don't even wake you up.. But we must continue. Both you and I know that he wanted it that way, that he preferred protect you until the end even if his life depended on it, even without knowing if yours would also go, the point was that that explosion will never reach your ears, that your eyes would not see what happened next, that the silence would not break in a madness in your mind, but he like many others left everything in the attempt, without knowing that his embrace of you would mark your entire existence. That in order to do you good, he plunged you into the deepest of depression feeling guilty for having survived the attack without him, stealing the breath of life that was left in that kiss, while your tears They rolled endlessly down his face and his blood colored them. Note: I believe that an event of these characteristics needed a story, better or worse, but that will not simply remain on a date (11M) but also in a feeling, because in the end we are always governed by these.