ROSARIO I'm living a dream, I feel like the sole owner of love... Just as it went, so it will come On the wings of bliss

ROSARIO I'm living a dream, I feel like the sole owner of love... Just as it went, so it will come On the wings of bliss the wind will bring, Today I wait for you because the dream That my life I imagine, It's the same dream That your love inspired me, That my love I teach you, When will you come, I know you will come To live our dream To make it a truth. THE HISTORY. After finishing high school, I didn't study for 3 years, and I went here and there, he spent a few months in Oaxaca, others in Puebla, etc. In 1999 I made my first attempt to enter university, but I was 13 years old. points of doing so. In 2000 I didn't want to take the exam. I knew Rosario since '97 or something like that, because her sister Olga, I worked in the same place where my father has his business, Olga was the Rosario's older sister, but at the same time they had 2 other older sisters. They emigrated from Veracruz, heading to Puebla, their mother did it, I don't know if after her husband abandoned them. When I met Rosario, she didn't work, she just studied. Some time later and At the end of 1999, I got to know her better, because she constantly went to her sister to bring him food. Sometimes we would stay for hours talking, until he left, heading to his house. Little by little the friendship between her and I grew, the opposite happened to me with her sister, well my brother Fher, got along better with her. Rosario is white-skinned, despite coming from a climate as hot as It's Veracruz, but as he told me once, when he arrived here in Puebla, it was very, very dark, but over time her skin became lighter, which also It happened to her sisters. Her beautiful white, soft skin, and her captivating, well-formed silhouette, with an angelic face, a pair of divine honey-colored eyes, sensual lips, a small nose, nice legs, long hair, thin, although I don't like I explain why, if his sisters have "normal" bodies, that is, they are not skinny, although Rosario was not skinny, rather, she had a very good body formed, sexy, beautiful, femme fatale, and that due to her slim silhouette, stood out from the rest of her sisters, as well as from other women, and that when I wore short skirts, Wow! It was shocking. She was very beautiful. When we talked, he always encouraged me to move forward, to not give up. That comforted me a lot, because one always expects the support of someone, who serve as a motor, or inspiration. THE CONFIRMATION. It was already the year 2000, the months passed and passed, and the friendship between her and me, it increased. At the same time as the relationship between his sister Olga and my family was improving, to the point where my father proposed to Olga that was the confirmation godmother of my little brother Juan Carlos, while my sister Isabel, her godparents would be the sister of my brother's girlfriend and her husband. I don't know why they wanted to make their confirmation on the same day, but in end. The event would take place at my house, at the end of May, on a Sunday. My uncle Rolando had arrived from the United States, as well as my aunt Amalia, Well, they came to commemorate the death of their sister (my mother) that occurred in May of the previous year, and before the next confirmation of my brothers, They decided to stay a few more days. The confirmation came, on a Sunday, and after mass, everyone would go to the house to celebrate, which was already prepared, although I don't know why they made it on the second floor. Little by little they came from the church, «I didn't go, because I have conflicts with everything related to God or things like that, and no, no "I wanted to go, even though my presence was important, I mean, for my brothers." little by little they returned, the first were my brother Juan Carlos and his godmother Olga accompanied by her 2 older sisters and her mother, Rosario would arrive later, then the rest of the guests, my sister, my father and my brother Fher, accompanied by his girlfriend's family and of course his godparents. And my uncles. Everyone went up to the second floor, while I stayed downstairs, they would be something as well as 2 in the afternoon, and time passed, sometimes I would go up to spend time with a little with them, but I got bored and I went to my room to entertain myself a little, Then I went out to buy a cemita at the market. When I arrive, I take one pleasant surprise... Rosario had just arrived accompanied by her 3-year-old daughter. I was very surprised when I saw them, because the girl Jessica looks a lot like her mom, well both of them, plus the daughter, are skinny, and Jessica is a little dark, With respect to Rosario, both are identical, and very, very unruly. We greeted each other and his daughter went to play with her cousins, so he left us alone, then she told me that her husband was not going to come to the party. which He was encouraged by his arrival, then he made me go up with the others, to live together for a while. time with the family, but 10 minutes later we went down to the living room to talk, while we were drinking liquor, then my uncle Rolando brought us more liquor, and she and I talked and talked. Late at night, she proposed to me go up to dance, of course I couldn't refuse and I accepted, we went up and she asked some cumbias to dance, when I start the first song I get to dance, Of course, I had already insisted that I didn't know how to do it, but for her sake I was going to do it. We held each other's waists, and our hands touched for the first time, then to dance, badly, but I did it, then there were 3 other songs, but like her, I noticed that I wasn't having a good time, she took me off the track and again We went down to the living room to continue talking and drinking, there weren't many drinks, just those necessary to encourage us. Sometimes Jessica would join us and we would play with her a little, but this one after was going to be played again, the night passed and the clock ticked almost At 10 at night, Rosario's entire family left for their homes, Fortunately for me, they asked us to accompany them to take a taxi or the truck if there were still them, my dad, Fher and I stood guard over them, something I took the opportunity to continue talking more with Rosario, until we reached where they would take their taxi, we waited, and my father left, and we were just My brother and I stayed to keep them company, case 10 minutes later, They boarded a taxi and left, since their older sisters had already gotten in to another, and in this only one remained, Olga, Rosario, her daughter and her mother. Then we saw them leave and we returned to the house. MISSION TO MARS. Everything was over, but I think that day Rosario and I bonded more. It seemed that I would only see Rosario when I was in my business. father and that she brought food to her sister, but that did not happen. The following Tuesday, in the afternoon, around 5 pm. They knocked on the door, I opened it and there she was, as pretty as always, she walked by and told me she wanted to wear the phone, to talk to his house or something like that. I came in, gave him the phone, dialed, and minutes later he hung up, while I was playing video games, Then he left the room where the phone was and I thought he already knew I would go, but... He stayed to talk to me for a while, and also tried to play with me. video games, time passed and she didn't seem to want to leave, she just left until the clock struck 8 o'clock, he left. But that situation was repeated all week, he arrived around 5 and I was going at 8 pm. Until on Saturday he spoke to me on the phone, and we talked for a while. a while. On Monday, she didn't arrive, I was already getting used to seeing her in my house and that He will stay with me for a while. He didn't arrive on Tuesday either, and it wasn't until Wednesday afternoon, to tell me why we weren't going out together, he told me, Because we're not going to the movies, of course I said yes, he says I'll wait for you 5 o'clock in Plaza San Pedro, hey, don't miss it... I quickly took a shower and waited for my watch to show a considerable hour. to head towards Plaza San Pedro, the time came, I left my house, took the minibus, and arrived a few minutes early, I walked to the cinema, but there was no arrived yet, so I approached the billboard, to see what there was more or less At that time, there were only two movies, one started at 5 o'clock and the other another 15 minutes later, I waited for Rosario to arrive, to choose together the movie. I remember that when I left my house, with my blue jeans, and my t-shirt blue, I emptied a bottle of perfume, Freedoom by Tommy Hilfiger. 5 minutes later I saw her, walking towards me, Rosario as beautiful as always, she told me that if I had been waiting for her for a long time, that I should excuse her, for having arrived late, but he had just left school, and a partner brought her here. Then he told me to buy the tickets, but since there was only one left movie at that time, since the others had already started, or it was halfway movie, I bought two tickets for the only one that was available: Mission to Mars – we entered the room, and she told me that we should go to the most high in the room, it seemed strange to me, but I accepted, the reason why I wanted to the top, it was that, as she had told me, a colleague had come to her leave, they were also heading to the cinema and were in that room with us, and One of them made signs for her to come with them, but she ignored them. While the movie was going on, the excess of perfume was making me effect, because I had a lot of alcohol and I felt dizzy, I just waited for They will cut the movie for a moment, to go to the bathroom to find some solution for me. dizziness, but that halftime didn't come, and when I least realized it, the movie had already ended, Rosario was surprised that he didn't talk much during the movie, he thought he was very bored, because of how ugly the movie was, but I wasn't going to tell him that I was very dizzy from the amount of perfume that I had put on before leaving my house. But if sometimes he spoke with her. Before the movie was completely over, he held my hand and he took me out in a hurry, so that his friends wouldn't approach us or something like that. Once outside Plaza San Pedro, she told me to accompany her, and we took the route 10, he told me that we would get off at 31 west and 11 south. The bus It was packed, but minutes later she took a seat, by that time the dizziness was disappearing, as the air was constantly flowing dispersed the aroma, shortly after, Rosario saved my place, but not before fight with a lady over him, I sat next to her and she asked me again, what, what I had, or because I felt strange, and no longer having arguments, I told him that I was dizzy from the excess of perfume I had put on. before leaving my house, and that when I was sitting down, I was again dizzy, fortunately we were close to our destination, minutes later we We got up and I lost sight of her, and I didn't hear anything, because I was very dizzy from new account, so on the next block I got off, while a lady he told me: - The girl with whom You came down a street before. - Thank you. And when I got off and walked back to the corner, before I got there I saw her and He said he had gone down a street earlier, because he couldn't leave me like this, and He would wait until I caught my bus first. Then we started talk about the movie and other things, until I said a comment that She misunderstood, and told me: - No, I'm not going to kiss you, what's wrong? I tried to make up for my mistake, but she kept insisting that I she wanted to kiss, which was not true, because having such a pretty daughter, Well, I would have a husband, and how would I be able to ask him for such a thing. Minutes later my bus arrived and we said goodbye. My dizziness was getting worse, and once I got home, I took off my shirt and lay down for a while. for a while, thinking about how much fun he had had with Rosario, and that if he hadn't Had it been for the dizziness, I would have had a better time. The next day and at the usual time she knocked on the door, I opened it and Again, we talked at length, but she left until almost 9 at night. I must say that my brothers, since they studied in a night school, They came in until 3:30 pm and left until 9 or 9:15 pm. That's why the house I used to be alone all afternoon... So the two of us were always alone, talking throughout the entire day. late. And when she arrived she always made a call to his house to ask for his little daughter, or to give instructions to his mother, or to ask his mom to take care of the girl or make her food, etc. THE MADNESS. Every afternoon after 5 she came to visit me, to talk, play, or just watch TV. Generally after 7 she He lay in the armchair to watch TV, while I was in the other armchair located on one side of his. But as we became more confident, sometimes We shared the couch and I served as his pillow. One time she left me in charge of her school things and told me that I would come back quickly for them, but it wasn't like that, I waited and waited for her, until I received his call telling me to leave his things at the school. She studied at the state normal school, which is near the bus terminal. buses. After giving me instructions on where I would find her, I left. the house, I took the van and left for his school, when I arrived, I realized that there were many entries, and after trying three I still couldn't find it, I was already giving up when I saw her walking towards me. Me She thanked me for the favor and I accompanied her to where her other friends were. I said goodbye to her, and Rosario told me: - I'll see you tomorrow. I saw that comment as always, I would just go again tomorrow to my house to talk. And that's how it happened, he arrived home on time, we were playing video games, talking and before the simpsons started, she told me He asked me to show him some photos of us, and we stayed for a few minutes seeing them, together, too close, after looking at the photos she gave me a kiss, in gratitude for what happened the day before, on the cheek, but longer than normal, for my taste. Moments later we look at the television, together, hugging, I could smell the aroma of her hair. That night was very different from all the others we had had, our approach was very suggestive, rather, it gave me the impression that she, I was looking for something else that night. Before leaving Rosario kissed me again, alone This time, sweeter, and very sensual. After the kiss I was thinking, and I made a decision, and what it would take I finished the next day. « Rosario, that night and for about a month, I was wearing my earring, because she I had taken it off, as a souvenir, even though it didn't match her earrings, This was the first time since high school that I hadn't worn hoop earrings, and I felt incomplete, since I had been using them for almost 7 years, and this one that had removed, it was the last one I had left as a memory, because Rosa Linda had given away, and she kept the other pair and I had this one, and I no longer had any thoughts wear another earring other than Rosa Linda's. » That night I couldn't sleep peacefully, because the idea wandered in my mind to take a risk and check if my theory was true or wrong, but sooner or later he would find out. And so it was, the next day and at the usual time, Rosario arrived, she was somewhat nervous, little by little time passed, and nothing happened, but after 8:30 pm. Something changed, now Rosario and I were talking on the couch. wide, and five minutes later she got up to talk on the phone, Then he returned to my side, hugged me and immediately lay down as best he could, using me as a pillow, while I put my arms around her neck. Afterwards, I began to caress her hair gently, and little by little I began to feel venturing more and more and now without any fear he caressed her face and little by little I was losing the battle, and my emotions dominated me, while she with eyes closed, she enjoyed my caresses, at a certain moment she He opened his eyes, in which I perceived the desire and I would dare to say that love. And without thinking about the consequences... I GAVE HIM A KISS!! Soft, tender, as if we had all the time in the world to enjoy this moment, then by separating our lips, and to ruin the moment, The doorbell rang, and she immediately said: - I have to go now, will you come with me? We get up from the couch and go to the door, when we open it, those were playing were my brothers, which meant that they were already more than 9:15. We left and I accompanied her to take her bus, back to my house, I was just thinking about what had just happened. Had he really kissed her? Had it just been a dream? I imagined that kiss? Or simply, I was in the clouds at that moment, and now I understood To those people who faint after a kiss, would this be possible? Who know? But just in case there were any doubts, tomorrow I would check if it was a dream or the beautiful reality. Indeed, she returned to my house, and upon greeting us as always, and same routine, no one commented on what happened yesterday, but it wasn't necessary, because with only a few minutes left until 9 at night, and Taking advantage of the slightest touch of our bodies, we melt into a kiss, full of desire, lust, as if we knew that kiss was forbidden, but We didn't care, we just wanted to kiss, make this moment eternal, just We wanted to show each other what we felt. And this time he was completely sure that what happened the day before was TRUE. What do your kisses taste like? What do a woman's forbidden lips taste like? that? It is difficult to say the feelings that emanate at that moment, or that They remain hidden, for us, there was only one, she and I, a Rosario and José Luis, giving himself over to the most beautiful of moments, simply to love, pure and beautiful, in which there is neither what is forbidden, nor what is immoral, nor what is condemned by God, NO! It was only LOVE, beautiful and sublime Love, between two people, who They gave themselves to him without reservation, as if tomorrow did not exist. But there was no turning back, and our relationship was clandestine. All In the afternoons I anxiously awaited his arrival, but now from the beginning he They presented the transfers of kisses. And she sometimes dressed like a devourer of men, very, very, very sensual, with miniskirts or short dresses, or She was simply acting like a femme fatale. I loved that, but at the same time I was worrying, because it seemed that sometimes she was looking for something more in our relationship, but this time I didn't want to check if my theories were true, or Rosario simply liked to look and feel like that, so desired by me, and by That's why she wore those clothes, so that he adored her much more. Our relationship was growing, we had a lot of trust in each other to talk about any topic, but it was almost always to talk about Jessica, his beautiful daughter, and because of how much he suffered to have her by his side, he almost cried when try to talk to me, but seeing her like that, on the verge of tears, I don't he insisted. Sometimes she left me in charge of her daughter for a little more than an hour, and she and I We had a great time, I think she already loved me, she was a very nice girl, and like most children, always asking and asking things, when Rosario returned, she always smiled when she saw how happy we looked, playing. Then he hugged his daughter and then me, and kissed me. AM I A FATHER? «In my head the idea of being a father was already visualized, since our relationship was in an excellent moment, nothing seemed to matter to us, even If there was a third party in discord (The husband) more and more he felt the I wanted to have her as my partner, and I saw myself with a beautiful 3-year-old daughter. years old, very outgoing, just like her mother, so irreverent, they know what that they want and fight to get it. Although this secret relationship, for It was difficult to keep her silent, my happiness was too much that she wanted share it with someone, and I think I was not wrong to tell it to my brother Fher, I told him almost everything, that I was having an affair with Olga's sister, Rosario, although he didn't know her very well, because as I said she got along better with Olga. I also told her about my concern about whether she still had a husband or no, and how happy I saw myself as a family man, next to a beautiful woman, and with a wonderful daughter, very similar to her mother. The one of Somehow he understood me, and he told me something like, go ahead, it's your decision, etc. That helped me a lot, because I was already sure that I was doing what better, and if it had to be that way, ask Rosario for something more serious. » BYE BYE. Everything was wonderful, even though Rosario had already lost my torn off, and with little contact with the outside, so that no one would know about our adventure, although there was someone who saw us together, apart from my father and my brothers (two of them still did not know, but who never It was strange for them to see every night when they got home after the school, to Rosario, the sister of Juan Carlos's godmother) nobody knew anything of ours, only Fher, but Rosario had no idea that he had already I told him about us, one night when I left my house, and almost upon arriving at the bus stop, Manuel, my brother's friend, discovered us, but as Only I knew him, she didn't think it was strange that someone was watching us, Well that day she was decked out in a short skirt and showed off her incredible legs. Manuel couldn't stop mentioning the girl he saw me with that day, when I was in my house, and even more so if my dad was there, although he never asked who It was her, because my brothers would have told her immediately, and my dad at his Maybe I would have told Olga. And who knows, maybe a scandal would have broken out. How did he get away from me? If everything seemed so beautiful? Why did he leave my life? I don't think I have answers to these questions, I just know what happened in the month of September, the 15th to be precise, on my father's birthday, she and his sisters and my mother-in-law came to the party. How do I have problems with myself? Father, I didn't show up at your party, so minutes after your arrival, Rosario visited me in my room as did her sister, I don't know if she already suspected something, or if someone had told him about us or his constant visits to my house, the fact is that Olga remained waiting, but then her mother called her and she had to leave us alone for a moment. Rosario asked me what, what did I have? Why wasn't he at the party? After answering, I looked into her eyes, but I couldn't kiss her, because her sister was lying in wait, and I just caressed her leg gently. Afterwards I I invited her to come to the party, but I refused, and she stayed for a few moments more by my side, until Olga told her that her mother was calling her, so that she could take care of his daughter. "I'll see you later," he said and left, an hour later they left. The next day she arrived, but she only stayed by my side for a moment, Then he left, the same thing happened all week, and then I said to myself: -Something is wrong. The next week, she didn't show up until Wednesday, but only I had little time, we greeted each other with a kiss and a bite as always, we hugged each other tightly for a minute, we kissed again, passionately, then I gave him some things that my dad had brought them from Oaxaca, we met again. kiss for a while, but she told me that she had to go, because her sister Olga was waiting for her at my Dad's business. He told me that he didn't know when he would see me again, so we gave each other the last kiss. Because I knew that was the last one we would give each other, well now his Sister, who knows how? He knew about us. And for some reason not would allow our relationship. So it was all over, only this time, neither of us was to blame. the failure of this relationship, and for the first time in my life, I had a relationship perfect, they are conflicts, without fights, without jealousy. This was just a relationship pure, clean and perfect love, and that due to circumstances beyond our control, we do not I had a future. It was a beautiful relationship, Clandestine, but beautiful, in which love was the engine, The sensual adventure, The forbidden desire, The impossible to be a family. I'm sure of one thing, this relationship did work and it was the best one I've ever had. had. I have only seen Rosario again on a few occasions, the first time December 2001, and she was pregnant, she was in the company of her sister, of her mother, her daughter and her husband. We greet each other like two great friends, which did not sit well with Olga and her husband. I thought at that moment, that It could have been my baby. On another occasion, at my father's business and we only greeted each other, because his sister did not allow us to approach. The last time it happened to me was in April of last year, I was on my way to take the bus heading to school, half a block away I saw a group of women gathering They were heading to the opposite corner to the one I was going, when one running, trying to make his way to get to me, or so it seemed to me, with a movement he made one side to the girl who was in his way and: - Hello how are you? They guessed it was Rosario, prettier than 3 years ago. - Good and you? (not yet could believe) - Very well, where are you going? - To school. - Excellent. - But. - How good you look. - You too. - Well, I have to go, I I really like to see you. - Bye bye. - Bye bye. While we were talking, neither of us took his eyes off the other, as if with his gaze you were telling us things that we couldn't with our voice, as if we remembered upon seeing each other's eyes, our entire relationship in an instant, and I think that at Like her, we were both able to perceive that there was still something of that love left, that It made us so happy and have the best relationship anyone has ever had. ever had. JLHS.