Being malicious or having something "morbid" is a condition normal of humanity, since the sexual has been and continues

Being malicious or having something "morbid" is a condition normal of humanity, since the sexual has been and continues to be a taboo subject in many people still. Even here in the USA, such an advanced society, many People "have fun" with double meanings and erotic themes. I remember when I was a boy, school age, that although nothing I knew about sex and physically I couldn't even have a handjob, my mind was already flying by imagination and what thoughts I had: If I watched TV series or went to the cinema, I imagined those "trunks" of such spectacular men naked and in the case of Tarzan I had just taken off the little clothes he was wearing and he couldn't take off my look at that bulge that was noticeable. At school when we had pool session, I was happy. snooping on the other kids in their swimsuits and some of them got see their little pipics and this warmed me, made me happy, as well as when We urinated and I didn't miss the opportunity to see them there where we gays like it so much. Once I went to a friend's house to make some schoolwork and for a long time we were alone in his room and once Once the task was finished, we started talking about what his pee was like and what the mine, ending in giving each other some good blowjobs and I even put my tongue in his little ass (we were only about 8 years old). I have always felt male attraction and although women I respect them and defend them, if that is the case, I could never have a serious relationship. with none, because if I was in their company and I saw a boy, my eyes became nailed him and I forgot about her completely, my concentration on the women was a complete failure. I had countless sexual contacts with other children, but in especially with cousins and with them I learned so many things about sex, such as first masturbation and the first time I had real sex, consciously, with another man Some cousins (both on the paternal and maternal side) and me, We had countless experiences and sexual experiences and with one in particular. We were even lovers for 2 years and I don't think anyone found out anything. Nowadays There are 6 gay cousins that I know of. When I was 11 years old, they gave me a telescope and apart from see the stars and some planets, I had fun directing it towards the windows of my neighbors (in my country I lived in a 5-story building and with my family occupied the 3rd floor) so I could see many men when they They undressed, showered and masturbated and this made me loud. straws About 6 blocks from the building there was a country house with countless gardens and benches to sit on and once when I was using my space and "terrestrial" telescope, I was tremendously surprised when I saw a group of boys behind some pine trees and they touched their genitals to each other Others, another couple kissed passionately and in no time they were already everyone there with their pants down and masturbating or sucking cocks. The banquet erotic that my telescope offered me was magnificent, because the focal length was just a few centimeters; boys of about 15 years old, no more than 17 older and there were 6 in total, all of them very horny. I spied on my brothers whenever I could, I wanted to know Since they had their cocks, I would rub their package when they were sleeping and let them blankets were slipping due to the temperate climate of my city, exposing that they only slept in slips; I gently approached them, I observed them carefully and then with my daring I passed my hand to them calculating the size of the member, while with the other hand he jerked me off spectacular!!! I was at an age to explore unknown worlds and sensations and opportunities came by themselves, like when a cousin of about 26 years old stayed to sleep at my house and since my room had an extra bed, they placed it there next to me and that night was spectacular, since he slept naked and in the early morning I woke up and the first thing I saw was a big cock that was being moved from bottom to top and down with a tenacious fever!!! my cousin He was masturbating and he didn't see that I was watching him...You are not going to believe it, but that cock was about 20 cm long and very fat, there was a lot of saliva thick that I swallowed and I had to hold on until he fell asleep to do it to me, because it was already very wet with precum. At the age of 14 he was going to be raped by a neighbor whom he I was fascinated. He was very good looking but much older than me and this meant that even I would pay attention to him, because one is always with boys of the same age (I mean, almost always). One day he asked me for a favor if I could help him move some furniture. very heavy, who wanted to reform the decoration of the house a little, but just couldn't I was capable with that piece of furniture, and of course I was there as a collaborator, but After a few minutes he was cursing for being so attentive, because the piece of furniture he what he was referring to was none other than his cock and because he was very fiery, he began to bother me by telling me suggestive things and since it made me look like I wasn't understood nothing, he grabbed me and pulled me towards his bed, making me lie face up on her. Then he started kissing me and touching me from the waist, went down and touched my penis, but the disgust and fright it produced in me is not known. I stopped. He already angrily told me that if then I liked him more because behind, since in front it was "dead" and in one fell swoop I took off my pants and He turned me upside down and started kissing my buttocks and putting his tongue in. all over my slit and stopped for a long time in my hole, but it didn't even stop me. Suddenly I felt that he was trying to penetrate me with his big cock and this filled me with courage, because before I had no fear, only disgust and a little curiosity at the same time, But anger took over me and I remember that I kicked him in the stomach. that I left him on the floor without air and ran away while I put on my pants, but when I got to the door I found it locked, he arrived up to me, but I told him that if he didn't open up immediately I would start screaming loudly. that he was a faggot and how the houses had patios in the middle of them, the neighbors would hear and find out and with this he let me go, but warning me not to was going to say anything, and I never gave it away because I'm gay too and I already knew what It was doing certain things secretly from the family. After these experiences at an early age, those that came They were very intense, passionate and in quantities when I was around 18 years old and I even had 3 "boyfriends" at the same time, but they didn't know anything and I handled everything very well without any problems, but after I was 20 I became more serious and only had eyes for Felipe, my great friend for 8 years, but whom I lost it because of a motorcycle accident and death took it from me and since So I have never had a partner again and today I am 34 years old and living alone, remembering those times and blessing that great love that existed between the two... From time to time a little adventure comes along, but My Felipe will be irreplaceable. You reader, if you have a partner, take maximum care of her, because walking around with one and another is not advisable, first for emotional stability and second for the danger of contracting some disease like AIDS, since there are many irresponsible children in this world and They take life as something that doesn't matter.