Disturbed, I was left to start a new life, different from the one I keeps me clinging to the Earth, because I try to fle

Disturbed, I was left to start a new life, different from the one I keeps me clinging to the Earth, because I try to flee wanting to escape from this world to unite with my beloved forever. Dying is my salvation Ready, I am in this eagerness to undertake this new existence where I can reunite with the man I love, the one who will take me secluded and certainly not against my will and to whom I now join in a love which I profess with all my heart, willing to do anything... for him. I would like to tell those who do not know about me, what my miserable life until that man crossed my path, but he also has no more necessary than the isolated life of a noble lady, daughter of a wealthy man Spanish merchant and who at that time was accompanied by his most faithful servant, in the midst of crossing the Mediterranean, led to meet my future husband, a powerful landowner from northern Italy, with whom my family I had decided to get married. I will not deny that I was educated for such a need and that my life she lent herself to it, like the noble and submissive daughter that I was, but everything was transfigured by luck or fortune, on a cold and dark night of our crossing that immense sea. The darkness was filled with lights, just as if millions of stars will collide against the hull of our ship and shake it incessantly... Blows, noises, shots and a tumult of men took over the ship and its crew, being at their mercy in just a few minutes. everything was as swift as the same confusion in which it occurred. The screams could be heard everywhere, thunderous and heartbreaking cries of brave men in a vain attempt to defend themselves. They fell badly wounded or dead at the hands of a group of pirates who had treacherously approached in the middle of the night. Under his command is the feared Captain McCorney. Since I was a child I enjoyed listening to stories of a stubborn and evil pirate, who devastated all of Mare Nostrum with his great cruelty, his enormous tyranny and his great contempt for everything that came his way. They walked in the mouth of people many of these stories and rather legends that were told about that evildoer of the seas, as many as shipwrecks and deaths he left in his wake. and there I found myself, captured by him and his inseparable men, on the high seas, with an uncertain destiny, filled with unrest and dismay. When that pirate, whom I suspected of being careless, barbaric and sinister, approached my cabin, I thought I would succumb to his perversities and that everyone was coming at me, but everything became immeasurable when his eyes locked onto mine. I did not notice in his gaze the eyes of an infamous and bloodthirsty sea lion, those of a sly and perfidious bloodthirsty murderer of the seas, but that of a handsome, peaceful and sensitive man Never before had I perceived the contemplation under the gaze of eyes like those, perverse and complacent at the same time, to which magically I felt clinging. From that moment on, my fears disappeared, my fears of death and punishment were suffocated, clouded with the presence of that pirate to whom my heart was captive, just like my body. No one will be able to understand my confusion at receiving hands holding mine so gently, nor as gently as tender lips of a noble and kind knight they kissed my forehead. You will never believe me if I say That depraved pirate treated me like no good man had ever treated me before. considered. Nothing beyond the reality in which I found myself when that wonderful pirate kissed me and I reciprocated, as if our union had emerged from nothing into eternity. The first man to put his lips on mine was the feared Jack McCorney and I did not feel any fear of it, but of the On the contrary, the greatest pleasure I could discover. Love arose from me heart on that night. I should have hated that man who stood up to us, the one who had us kidnapped in the middle of the journey with no more interest than the looting of our possessions and violating our bodies and that was, precisely, what I blindly wanted to give him at that very moment. However, that man did not force me, he never hurt me and I was the one who granted who possessed me, who agreed to be his that night, no matter how much it weighed on him. as many as there were on the other side of my chambers, for all those who aspired to having defended myself from something for which I was not insulted, but rather surrendered of his own free will and for pure pleasure. That pirate made me fall in love sweetly, with his voice that was singing To my fragile ears, I couldn't hate him, no matter how much I loved him, but wish him with all my strength and that my heart and soul would succumb to his charms. We love each other, lavishing an excessive passion, where the bodies were one, where mouths joined incessantly, where caresses us boarded, their looks seduced us Nothing around us mattered, no There was nothing more in that place than our passion and no one could undo our idyll that was as strong as iron, deep as the sea where we We found ourselves and as immense as the sky that guarded us. On board that ship I went his, giving me body and soul, receiving love from his eyes, from his mouth His warmth, his caresses from his hands, his body pure joy paradise. Our jealous mouths played at uniting, our hands They restlessly explored every corner of burning bodies, the sound of hundreds gasps could be heard everywhere and yet nothing stood in the way during the trip. to enjoy ourselves as the only inhabitants of the world, with nothing more than our unfathomable love. Thousands of caresses were more intense in direct contact with our skin. Jack, my pirate, made me see the sky close to Earth. My breasts were captured by his fingers, his mouth drew a drawing of lava rivers that burned my neck, my waist my hips, the tongue that delivered the fire of passion was approached by mine, exultant and fiery. naked bodies and happily they welded together, as I never imagined, giving themselves over to love in full fusion, in the purest love adhering our sexes and our breaths That light that flooded my night to turn it into day, went out when my brave guardian, the one who quickly directed me to meet my new husband, finally faced my man my pirate, killing betrayal with his sword without time to defend himself, just when he was in my bed, naked, helpless and asleep. I held his head in my lap, trying to wake him up from that. heavy sleep he was in. Neither my shaking nor my screams could make him open his eyes. I approached his ear to beg him not to to abandon me, to not leave me desolate and unhappy in this disturbing world. My voice, like a coo, whispered desperately: My beloved: Found at your feet I find myself, with my soul aching not to have you by my side. You can't imagine how sad my heart can be. for not being able to feel you again. Awaken, my beloved, misfortune and misfortune have eagerly reached me. My mind clouds all color to no to be able to live with you on this deathbed in which you find yourself now and if I don't receive your response, that's how I want to let myself go, torn by a love that is faded. I claim to the gods and the nymphs be blessed and take me to be reunited with the man I love. I pray, be ready for such a need. What happened to you, dear lover? And what will become of me so hapless? I will not be able to feel tied to your body nor that my soul overflowing with joy to have you. I will suffer eternally if I could not remember your sweet smell, the sound of a voice that troubled me forever and in the same way that Your hands touched my face for the first time or your mouth found refuge in mine. I will be able to feel those moments lived as if from a memory indelible it may be, but nothing concerns me that your love, feeling that two Naked bodies are explored as they did this very night. I aspire to return to reborn from those caresses, those that shook me, the same ones that led to the keenest pleasuredrinking from that mouth that filled my soul, caress that skin that intoxicated me, doze next to the adored man whom I want to join forever. Sweet songs take me to you they call me, they drag me fast and it is now when I hear your call, the claim of a voice that He wants me with the being I idolize. What will become of me without you? What will I have as comfort in me loneliness? What will light my path without your presence? My heart has lost peace, my beloved, I feel my heart fading. hope without having you melted into my body, that my nails sink into your strong back, my admired pirate May the voices of our joys be heard through the corners of this ship. May the aroma of your tongue deposit in the mine the most appreciated elixir. Nothing will comfort me as before, nothing unites me this life, but it is with you. Fortune wanted that our love be given to the gods and so be it, because I give myself entirely to him forever. This is his sword the one cross my heart, so that nothing disturbs it, to finally love you in freedom and with all my soul. I die then and now I live at your side. Lydia