How to deny that I love sex? I'm K and I'm 30 years old, and It's been a long time since I received a good fuck, I don't

How to deny that I love sex? I'm K and I'm 30 years old, and It's been a long time since I received a good fuck, I don't understand why I don't have one now with whom to do it, since I'm not bad at all, I'm 1.63 and weigh 60 kilos, yes somewhat plump but nothing scary, my skin is white and my breasts are very big, My hips are drawn wide and highlight my narrow waist, what I like the most are my nipples, soft, perky, clear and my little pussy, which always wants a man. Since I haven't had sex in almost a year, I bought a vibrator, a good latex vibrator, flesh-colored and realistic, I love using it in my swollen, wet and warm pussy, eager for cock. When I go to play, I like to get undressed, see my breasts in the mirror, feel their weight, pull myself the nipples to make me hornier, I like to press my breasts thinking about a man's hands and if I'm in the mood, I also like to run my tongue over the nipple, take it between my fingers and squeeze it, it hurts a little. Me like. Afterwards, I like to see my buttocks, white, standing up, I like to give myself spank your hands so they turn red, while I imagine it's a man who gives them to me and asks me "do you want my penis, bitch?", well that's what you're going to do have". Ugh, this really turns me on, imagining the strength of the words of a male, telling me how he is going to fuck me and how he is going to do it. Then I approach the mirror, I like my lips, thin, sensual, I would love to see myself in that mirror sucking a penis, throbbing, filling my mouth, reaching my throat, my mouth full of penis, mmm, just thinking about it. Then I lie down, open my legs and see my hot sex in a hand mirror, my red-lipped sex, my hot sex. I put a finger, uhm, I imagine it belongs to that male who has me open, I turn on the vibrator, I really like playing it on my nipples, passing it over my clitoris eager to put it at the entrance of my vagina, how delicious. And so, wet, I I put it in in one fell swoop, ahhh, what a pleasure, I'm full, full of cock, I moan, I I roll around in the bed, and I put it deeper, deeper, I feel everything, how it vibrates in my vagina, how it fills me, I imagine that it is a man who enjoys me, that The cock they put in me is from a male, "Come on, bitch" yes, yes, yes, I scream, I come and my thighs filled with flow. Ah, how good it is to sleep after a fuck.