It was another typical school day at a time when depression took hold of me and it was normal after a relationship of al

It was another typical school day at a time when depression took hold of me and it was normal after a relationship of almost 3 years, it is not easy to get rid of all that love... It wasn't even love, what I had was fear of being alone, so I soon looked for someone new, someone who would make me feel (typically) Special. After a time of flirting, a lot of intrigue, affection, stolen kisses, I decided to say "Yes" just out of commitment, that relationship lasted 2 weeks and it seems like a lot to me again, I felt that depression and desperation for not feeling loneliness and that was when I met Carlos, a tall skinny boy, not so handsome, well yes, very handsome with long messy hair, he had something that seemed exciting to me. Weeks after we met and the truth is I had already gotten tired of so many guys who only looked at my physique and being a bitch with them I decided to give it a chance I never thought it would last I never wanted something serious... But what can I say well after several weeks of knowing each other we decided to go out something typical for children an ice rink was fun we fell we laughed we played we kissed. But it wasn't just any kiss no one had ever kissed me like that by God it was something young and my past relationship of 2 and a half years had never left me something like that I WANTED IT. I wanted to continue kissing him but on that afternoon of fun we were not alone, it was a double date with my best friends who fortunately were boyfriends Nohemi and Federico. My friend Nohemi was the master of interrupting moments and when the kiss became more intense she had to stop it. -(beat) By Diooos Maria! (my name) I can't stop looking at you because you're all over him when you'll change! Carlos and I looked at her in an unpleasant way, we didn't want to stop. After that afternoon what was expected came, he took me to a corner where no one would bother us and then -Maria, do you want to be my boyfriend? -God, the boy was sweating, he was so nervous that I felt sorry for what happened next. -I can't, we don't know each other well, I need to think about it. -What did he think? Not for a kiss would I be at his feet. I needed time after unpleasant outcomes in my past relationships. I couldn't accept so easily. I didn't want the same thing as always to happen. I accept, I trust like a fool and like a fool, they deceive me, nooo! Definitely this time it wouldn't be like that. "Okay, we have time and I'll wait for you." He made a face of disappointment and bitterness. We approached my friends and he just looked at Federico with disappointment and shook his head and said no, suddenly they looked at me and I didn't know what to do. After several weeks I saw him and decided to give him a chance. He seemed like a very good boy, so I decided to say "Yes." He quickly began to be very important to me again, the stupid Maria had fallen in love, but this time it was different. He treated me. He was sweet, cute, stupid, haha, a good friend. I think he had found everything and had fallen like a fool again, but it didn't matter. It felt so good to be by his side and more intimate. We kissed passionately at the beginning and We were always looking for a place to do it. Around my house there is a small park where we saw each other every weekend. We hid behind some games to kiss. One day everything became more intense. He started touching me. I unbuttoned his pants and climbed on top of him. We continued kissing and touching each other. We really enjoyed the moment until for a second I realized what was happening and decided to stop. That night it was the topic of conversation. We began to have very good conversations. erotic talking about what we wanted to do to each other while we were alone than to do it with him I felt ready to give myself to him I loved him too much God He was my everything I was not afraid I wanted to spend my life by his side so we decided to do it. We talked for months about this topic, we got excited with the erotic talks that always went up a notch, we planned to go to the usual park where he would go with his car for me and we would go to his house who is always alone since they live with his grandmother due to family problems but his grandmother is never there every weekend we tried to go to his house but at the last minute I got cold feet and we stayed to kiss passionately all afternoon. We continued with the erotic talks. -Love, I want to do it, I can't stand the urge, I want you to touch me and kiss my neck. -I can't stand it either. I need your body. I want to be on top of you, giving you pleasure. I want to feel you. -I want you to give me so much pleasure that I can't take it anymore. I want you to make me scream love. -Let's try it, love, please, let's do it tomorrow. -Will you pick me up? -I won't be able to but you know where I live That day I gathered courage we were ready I wanted he wanted we had condoms a place where no one would bother us I left my house in the afternoon I took the only way I knew to get to his house I was so nervous I felt like everyone was looking at me knowing what I would do they felt like they were murmuring she will finally stop being a virgin today. I walked as fast as possible and ate all my nails until I finally arrived. He was waiting for me downstairs. He greeted me tenderly by giving me a kiss on the forehead and then he hugged me tightly and kissed my lips beautifully but with a very passionate touch. We went up to his house. He locked the door as if he didn't want me to ever leave. He was also very nervous. We walked to the kitchen and he kissed me passionately. I was excited in a second and he noticed it. He took me by the hand and we went to his room. room he closed the door and put me against the wall he started kissing my lips then my neck and started touching me I felt very good I was excited and making love was all I wanted I started to undress him I lay down on the bed and kissed his abdomen I took off my blouse he lay on top of me and touched me from top to bottom it was what we had been waiting for so much his shorts disappeared and his pants he was also very excited erect rather we decided on the clothes inside, touching him was so exciting and when he finally penetrated me I felt so much pleasure and he started to take it out and put it in first slowly then very quickly causing my skin to crawl and I had an orgasm he came and moaned that made me even more excited I was not completely satisfied so I asked him for more and he continued obeying everything I asked him he didn't want to stop I let out a big moan and suddenly I felt butterflies in my stomach that was my first time with Carlos and it's unforgettable