I still remember its manly aroma of perfumed wood. still lies its presence among the corners of my memory. I pray that i

I still remember its manly aroma of perfumed wood. still lies its presence among the corners of my memory. I pray that it remains there, I pray that when I become old I can still remember him as I do now, because it was him with who I felt like a woman for the first time. I have cared for his memory as something sacred; to the extent that in difficult moments, I take refuge in him. Like many teenagers, I lived on the agenda. Had goals and illusions but lacked experience. My sex life was not exception. Since puberty I had immersed myself in a world of fantasies and the Curiosity to experience it in the flesh led me to give my virginity to my boyfriend at the age of 16. It was in my hometown while I was studying preparatory. At that time, sex attracted me as the answer not found with words to the thousand and one questions asked to my mother, my friends and my school teachers. I will not go into details about my initiation. I will only mention that after so much fun with my boyfriend in the cinema seats, the Sundays in the town square after mass, and so much pressure from Jorge, my boyfriend, I got carried away by my curiosity and a day of picnic at one's ranch of Jorge's uncles, I learned about sex for the first time in the bushes of a lonely ravine. Jorge was a good boy and I think that for him it was also the first time, although he always insisted on bragging that he had done it with his previous girlfriend I see no point in going into details since despite the good Jorge's intentions, the episode only caused me deep pain; to the degree that we had to suspend the fucking and not resume it until weeks later. Maybe it was my nervousness and insecurity. Maybe the taboos that covered my character and defined my personality. The fact is that the deflowered girl only left me a tremendous pain in my vagina, a blood stain on my clothes, and a terrible fear of being discovered. Jorge was proud of having taken my chastity, the cock filled only with my blood since it did not manage to ejaculate and the fear of getting pregnant. As I said, after a few weeks we tried again. Was better, in the sense that the pain was no longer present, but Jorge was so inexperienced like me. He was able to enjoy it more since he was prepared with a couple of condoms and ejaculated inside one of them while he wiggled inside me. I was still nervous and insecure. Jorge and I were lovers for about a year. I had to finish with him because for me sex represented something fundamental about love. While for a time I was in love with him, at the end of our relationship I felt used but not pleased. No more cheesy details. of a student in love. The "I love you" under a tree in the central square, They had moved on to "how hot you are" between the sheets of some motel. Inclusive I came to doubt whether sex was for me and to wonder why everyone He said it was so rich while it began to seem repulsive to me to feel my boyfriend's hands running all over my body, his drool on my neck, his tongue on my breasts. He convinced me that in order for me to reach orgasm with him, I needed to feel his semen on my vulva. I decided to take the pill to not run risks of pregnancy and once I was ready I let him ejaculate inside me. Neither It worked and I was even more frustrated because it made me feel like I had some problem. He tried to help me "come" by rubbing his tongue on my vagina. Was clumsy, I felt a repulsive tingling, not the excitement that makes you high, but or a sharp, insensitive scraping. After having agreed to let him come inside me, I She accused me of being a lesbian and I think that was what hurt me the most. I was already starting to talk to get married, and I was terrified of condemning myself to sharing my life with someone so selfish and so poor in bed. Every day was more demanding, I guess it was going climbing the learning curve. He asked me to blow him with the pretext that His friends' girlfriends did it with their respective boyfriends. I always I denied, it seemed dirty, abnormal. It didn't excite me at all. The funny thing is that when I masturbated, I fantasized about his penis penetrating me and his arms surrounding me with sublime caresses around me narrow waist and my pronounced hips. I caressed my breasts myself, which by then were already fully developed at my size 34C, and Just by touching my clioris with a finger, I reached orgasms more shocking Between the spasms of my orgasms I heard his voice telling me: "You I want." For that reason, I still kept the hope of one day finding the sexual happiness, I knew that my body could respond to the stimulus well applied in the indicated place. I ended up convincing myself that Jorge was the one from problem. A few months after breaking up with Jorge, I was still taking the contraceptive pill. I guess because deep down I kept the hope that my ex-boyfriend would mature and things between him and me would one day be they will fix I had applied for admission to the University where I would pursue a professional career. I had to travel to Mexico City to take the admission exam and other procedures. The trip was wonderful for me to withdraw from my town that despite loving it very much, in those moments I felt like I was suffocating. My parents got me a dressing room on the PULLMAN train on who traveled at night to arrive at the Federal District very early. for being minor, one of my maternal aunt accompanied me on the trip. She was just a few years older than me. This trip is where I met Ricardo. The man who taught me to discover my sexuality. After we had boarded the train, the waiter told us which was our dressing room. Despite being such an old vehicle, it was fine. preserved and offered quite a bit of comfort. We had a room with bunk beds which unfolded after pulling a lever on the wall. During the day they were hidden and this arrangement gave rise to a cozy room with sink and toilet private. There was also a convertible table and of course a large closet. We boarded after 9:00 at night. To tell the truth, there was It was a day full of strong emotions since I had never left my home alone and much less so far away. Among my mother's recommendations, warnings from my father, the preparation of the luggage and the farewell to all my cuatachas, the day had gone by and I had gone without eating. So I persuaded my aunt Margarita to go to the dining room to get a sandwich. I was hoping that my aunt wouldn't be ridiculous and would let me have a drink. beer with my dinner. The little girl agreed. We entered the dining room and ordered a plate of pozole. I was more or less. The beer was certainly better. I ordered a Black Model, so Before I finished it, I felt half embarrassed. I was about halfway through a beer when a man walked past us. about 26 years old. Faced with my open laughter, he could not hide his gaze on my. His withering gaze pulled me in magnetically. After his passing he left a cloud with the aroma of scented cedar. At the moment I felt stunned. The smell so masculine penetrated my pores and my neurons. Looking at me flirtatiously, He smiled with manly sweetness. He looked like a doll taken from a commercial. television. Slim build, huge hands, perfect white teeth. He was dressed like an executive with a leather briefcase in his hand. He had on him a black leather jacket which combined perfectly with her hair jet and his bushy but well-defined eyebrows, as well as his long and abundant eyelashes. We saw him turn his face forward to address the bar. My aunt didn't take long to tell me: -What a great guy! That's how the doctor recommended it to me. Her too The alcohol in the beer was affecting him. I tried to hide it and pretend I didn't understand, but she He insisted: -Did you see how he almost ate you with his eyes? Unintentionally, my aunt corroborated my first impression. Out of the corner of my eye I kept seeing him. My heart began to flutter notice that after talking to the waiter, he went to one of the refrigerators and placed two beers and two glasses on a tray and began walk towards us. -Ladies, this young man at the bar sends you here. He placed the contents of the tray on the table and very He was kindly about to leave when I felt my aunt hit my ankle. with his shoe. To my surprise, it was the same brand of beer that we were drinking, I liked his audacity and success. Without thinking and without precisely understanding my aunt's signal, I told the waiter: -Please tell the young man that he better come join us. As the waiter begins his journey to deliver the message, my Aunt added whispering: -Tell him it's very good. His words were almost lost in our laughter. Such Maybe the beer was having more effect on my aunt's head because from From then on it became intolerable. First of all, he said he no longer I couldn't stand it anymore and I had to go to the toilet. Because of the beer, me too I wanted to go pee but the desire to see if the hunk from the bar finally got the better of me. He dared to come. His charismatic strength was increasing with each step towards me. My gaze desperately searched for my aunt but she lingered in the bathroom. My heartbeat accelerated and I couldn't stop laughing softly. He arrived with great bearing and his beautiful smile made the words of formalism were superfluous. However, he went on to say: -Are you sure I don't make them uncomfortable? Because if so I can retire to my dressing room. The tenderness and politeness of his voice did not allow him to do that to him. groceries At that moment the blood returned to irrigate my brain and my pulse. began to normalize. -No, how do you think? On the contrary, thanks for the beers. Excuse my aunt, she had to go to the bathroom. We exchanged names and reasons for traveling. He returned to the Mexico City where he lived. He came from Guadalajara where he had attended to an industrial engineering exhibition. I told him that I had precisely applied for admission to the University to pursue a degree in Engineering Mechanic. He told me that both careers had a lot in common and, after the return of my aunt, we were able to talk for a long time. My aunt continued drinking. I abstained Well, I already felt dizzy and my bladder was about to burst. After his offer of accompany us to our dressing room, the three of us began to retreat. I had to help my aunt walk because she had outlived her spoonfuls. As he passed one of the carriages, Ricardo stopped at a dressing room and apologizing he entered it to immediately re-emerge without his tie and jacket It was evident that this was his cabin. We continue our journey until we reach the entrance to our room. My aunt said goodbye immediately and He told me shamelessly: -Don't be late, I don't want to give bad accounts. The emotion of the moment had stolen my sleep and I didn't want to for my new friend to retire. He brought his body closer to mine and kissed me on the cheek said in my ear: -If you get bored with your aunt, look for me in Mexico. what's up Good night Belle. It's been a pleasure meeting you. His body was too close to mine. I felt his beard born to touch my face, it had been more than 12 hours since he had shaved. Me I felt trembling. Inevitably, my breasts had been compressed between our hug. Inevitably, the bulge of his penis had also been compressed between our legs. I blushed and walked away urgently. After seeing him leave the car, I finally entered my dressing room in where I found my aunt in her bunk fast asleep. Obviously, there was taken too much. I took out the bed where I was supposed to spend the night, I doubted if I wanted to get into bed For a few minutes I heard my aunt snoring. I moved her to stop to do it but it was impossible. It would be hours before he woke up. I went into the bathroom to finally release the beer that had collected. accumulated in my bladder. While I rested in the dark toilet, I relived the moment lived in the dining car. Ricardo's smell couldn't leave me Mind you, neither that goodbye hug. When I dried myself with toilet paper, my Fingers surreptitiously brushed my vaginal lips and my entire body he shuddered. I was surprised to find myself so wet. I introduced to my vagina my ring finger and I was filled with anxiety. How to remove this fire that consumed? At that time I rejected the idea of masturbating for fear of wake up my aunt with my moans. After getting dressed, I hurried out of the bathroom and I brushed my teeth. The excitement did not subside. The thought that began to form in my mind made me My pulse picked up speed again. What if I went to look for him? what if I dared to go to your dressing room? What if my aunt noticed? What nerves! Fearful, I took my wallet and left the dressing room still unsure. of what I was going to do. Maybe I was hoping to run into Ricardo in the dining room. It wasn't like that. When I left my car and entered the next one, there he was at the opposite end of the car. He was walking towards me. Us We found ourselves halfway through the car and putting his huge hands around my waist, told me: -I couldn't sleep and I was going to look for you to invite you to chat. -I couldn't sleep either. . . I accept.- I told him with my best smile on my lips. We walked car after car until we reached the car where was his cabin. Upon reaching his door, we stopped synchronously. Both We looked each other in the eyes and started laughing. He took my hand at the same time. who opened the door to invite me in. I entered hastily for fear of being view. As soon as we entered, he closed the door while I He went to the double glass window to try to see out. The light The lamp that illuminated the double cabin prevented me from doing so, forcing me to see only my own reflection. I made an effort to wedge both hands around my face to block the light. Suddenly my eyes glimpsed covered mountains of trees bathed in the silver light of the full moon. The sky was starry and looked beautiful. I removed my hands to realize that what I allowed us to see outside, it was the fact that Ricardo had turned off the light. Me I stayed still enjoying the show. Silently, Ricardo approached me from behind and put a hand on each of my shoulders. I put my face against the cold window while my butt was thrusting towards his body as if seeking the stimulation of his lump. His hands began to run over my skin down my arms and then finding my waist, my abdomen. I felt their arms pull me towards his body and I wanted our bodies to collide. Between my buttocks I felt the erection of his member. I shuddered completely and turned half around. suddenly in front of him. With one hand on my waist and another on my chin, He brought his lips closer to mine, which were eagerly awaiting them. It barely touched the flesh from my lips and I lost their contact. I stood on the balls of my feet and looked for his lips in full. I stroked her hair between my fingers at the same time I pressed my whole body against his. The hardness of his cock was impressive. We kissed for a long time until our breathing increased. The caresses They didn't wait. I felt his hands caressing my back and going down It surrounded my waist and massaged the edge of my hips. I was wondering why I was going so slow; accustomed to Jorge's demands and haste. I let myself do enjoying every caress. I took some initiative and unwrapped his shirt from pants. He must have taken that as a sign of my approval because he immediately He ran the palms of his hands from my abdomen to my neck, passing and stopping momentarily for both breasts. I continued to unbutton his shirt when I felt his hands on my buttocks. I couldn't help but moan, almost scream. To the While he squeezed and opened them, he rubbed his cock against my body. While both I had found the nakedness of his hairy and warm chest which I kissed and I nibbled. He skillfully unzipped my jean skirt which fell surrounding my ankles. As the skirt slid down my legs, his hands They ran under my blouse until the roundness of my tits felt the fight between his fingers and my bra. He moved his hands behind my back and freed them. of the cumbersome bra. Once free, he returned to fill me with his caresses. Only He let go of me to take off his pants and underwear. While he He was naked, I took off my panties ready to make love to him. The bed that came out of the wall was larger than the one in my dressing room. Maybe "Full" size. I felt clumsy. This was completely different from what happened in private with Jorge. Ricardo approached me and Picking me up in his arms, he gently placed me on the bed. I hugged him of the neck and I wanted him to fill my mouth with his tongue. Our naked bodies fell on the bed and immediately He continued with his caresses all over my body. My head, my face. . . It seemed that with his fingers he was drawing each of my facial features. one hand on my neck. His lips on my shoulders nibbling and sharing with me his fire. I started to lose my cool. When was he going to start fucking me? However, that same desperation and uncertainty made my excitement out uphill. His kisses went down to my breasts. My swollen nipples They demanded his encouragement. When he finally touched them with his tongue, from my throat a screech came out. He stopped and continued pleasuring both tits. He continued to kiss my abdomen and I felt his teeth between my pubic hair. I felt ashamed confess to him that I didn't enjoy oral sex in my vagina. In my mind I prayed for that he will find satisfaction soon and return to my tits. I felt a slight warmth on my vaginal lips; at the same time, a pleasant tickling. Never had felt something similar, it was clear that it was not his fingers because he felt both hands massage my hips and thighs. Given the satisfaction, I decided to open my legs and let me do it. He readjusted himself, reversing his body position. your head It pointed towards my feet and vice versa. I extended my hands to offer him my petting. His aroma was present at every moment. Masterfully, with his tongue he filled my clitoris with caresses and my vaginal lips without putting my tongue inside the vagina. made it so soft and rhythmically that not only did I like it, it was driving me crazy. my mind She became obsessed with the desire to be penetrated. But he had his plan, he knew what He did it, and he did it very well. Between the rays of light that filtered through the window, I reached to see the fullness of his erect cock. It was similar in size to Jorge's, Only because of my excitement I saw her much more beautiful. I dared to take it between me hand which for a few seconds stopped Ricardo in his task of sucking me. After of a few moments of masturbating him while he did a spectacular job with his tongue, lips and teeth, what I had never imagined happened: I felt a tremendous desire to put my mouth around his penis. I understood that just as I I enjoyed his oral warmth, I had to reciprocate with the same. I just wanted He would feel all the pleasure I could offer him. Unsure of how I was going to take it, I brought my lips together and I sweetly kissed the glans. He reciprocated by gently rubbing his tongue on me. clitoris because at this point I had already studied myself and discovered my points sensitive. After detecting an indefinite taste between salty and sour, I put half penis in my mouth and I sucked it hard several times to the tip of the head as if it were ice cream. Somewhere I heard that this is how it was done. With great tact, Ricardo told me: -Hmm . . . How delicious, but do it more slowly. I understood that I had been infected by Jorge's abruptness. It I took it as a challenge and dedicated myself to sucking him as if it were an angel's cock. whose skin is hypersensitive. My vagina was still looking to be penetrated. He opened with his fingers my vaginal lips and sucked my clitoris gently but firmly. Feeling my body's response, he attached his mouth to my mound and with his licks It made my clitoris dance at a hundred per hour. I pressed his head with my thighs and For a moment I stopped sucking to dedicate myself to enjoying every spasm of my first orgasm. Turning, his body was lying face up with his great stick pointing towards the ceiling. I sat up and dedicated myself to sucking him like a desperate one. Ricardo made sure my hair didn't get in my face. The veins that surrounded his virile member stimulated my lips and tongue. He He grabbed my head and firmly tried to make me eat it all. I felt that It reached my tonsils and the urge to vomit forced me to retreat. With his patience, he let me do it at my own pace. While I sucked him Damn, he sucked each of my toes. His ability was incredible. and its ability to provide pleasure. Preventing his teeth from grazing my skin, with I rub his lips around each of my fingers. I don't know if I enjoyed it more pleasure in my feet or the pleasure that his cock emitted in the tissues of my mouth. Me I realized that I was enjoying sucking this man's cock, although had just met, he treated me like a queen and made an effort to find my pleasure. I still couldn't fit more than half of his trunk into my mouth without the The urge to vomit was present. Despite that, I rubbed my lips with very gently and with his tongue he rubbed the soft skin of his glans. I made myself the determination to make him ejaculate in my mouth to repay him for the orgasm that he had given me full of erotic perfection. Despite feeling my arms tired, I prepared to breastfeed without stop until I have his semen in my mouth. I would be lying if I said that my intentions I couldn't swallow it since I had never tried it and although it is true that the I was enjoying the sucking experience, swallowing his fluid was a special point. Rather, I had planned to spit on it and masturbate it until it was completely emptied. However, Ricardo arranged for things to be different. He almost jumped up. As he got out of bed, he asked me to I would lie on my back and get closer to him. I lay down in such a way that my legs were hanging off the bed. I opened my legs wishing that my lover would finally come decided to penetrate me. Ricardo grabbed me below my waist and lifting my body pulled me towards it. My ankles were on his shoulders, while mine were leaning on the bed. I bit the knuckle of my bent index finger and with my eyes closed I waited for him to stuff me with his delicious cock and empty his milk. I finally felt the tip of his penis at the entrance of my cavity. He made some gentle movements but only half of the glans entered. I was going crazy. -I want to be yours I dared to tell him. "Me too," he told me with a voice of desperation and impatience. It's just that I wasn't expecting you tonight and I'm not prepared. . .I don't have condoms, he murmured sadly. -Don't worry about that, I told him with understanding, I take tablets. I noticed he was confused but I felt his body relax and I went back. to feel the contact of his iron on my vulva. I held on to his shoulders and tried to get his penis to sink inside me. He moved it skillfully like a two centimeters in and out. I wanted it all. He took it out and It provoked my instincts again. "Give it to me now," I said in a sigh, "don't make me suffer anymore." He let go of my body and let it fall onto the softness of the bed. while he leaned on his arms with his hands clenched. That was the moment I discovered desire and pleasure in fullness. He had me at his mercy and he knew that this game would raise my excitement to unknown levels. He was in control, I just let myself do it, eager every second more to feel the full length of his meat inside my bowels. After a few minutes of play, its piston entered halfway. He puts it in and takes it out, gently and then frantically. Suddenly, with a single blow, It penetrated everything. I felt like it left me breathless. The sensation surpassed everything that until then I had felt. I screamed with pleasure. The walls of my vagina They were leaking from my liquids. I tried to contract my vaginal muscles but it was impossible for me. The pleasure was too much. I enjoyed every millimeter and every vein. I felt his testicles in my anus and I realized that I finally had it all inside. I moved my hips in a circular motion but lost strength again as I Ricardo dedicated himself to putting it in and taking it out of me tirelessly. His cock was very hard, it must have measured about 17 cm when erect and about 4 cm in diameter at the base which was the thickest part. Without realizing it I was screaming with pleasure. When giving the Realization of my state of arousal pumped strongly. My tits were swaying like erupting volcanoes. I imagined his milk bathing my uterus and losing the control of my body and my senses, I came again. I screamed deafeningly, and Ricardo didn't stop fucking me. -Enjoy me I heard him say and a new orgasm did not wait. When I reacted and had already had four orgasms in that position. I noticed that his arms They got tired and the rhythm of their attacks decreased. He asked me sweetly if I had had tired, referring to the position. I lied to him so he could rest. I wanted to give him pleasure and drive him crazy. I got on all fours; pointing my ass towards he. Without detours, he slid his cock between my thighs, finding his way to my wet pussy which gladly received it. He grabbed me by the hips while He pumped hard. -Yeah . . . Yeah . . . Yeah I told him, while I was flooded with another orgasm while I pressed my face into the mattress and arched my waist, moving my hands. hips. Feeling his was incredible. I realized that his body was colliding against my buttocks violently making a loud clapping noise. Surely It was the applause that our bodies gave us to celebrate such culeada His balls were hitting my clit, giving him great pleasure. I stretched my arms again to lean on them. getting on all fours. I felt his hands find my tits underneath my torso They swung after each attack. Suddenly I felt both hands grab my shoulders. shoulders and a wild acceleration in the rhythm of his way of fucking me. I had to about to explode I thought and I let myself be fooled to welcome his sperm. The slapping of my buttocks against her body increased and Ricardo's breathing began to labor. I felt in my vagina that his cock It pulsed and was very hard, it looked like a stick, with the exception of the softness and warmth. While he felt the pulsations of his instrument sexual, and I heard how that male snorted with pleasure, I couldn't help but from my vagina to every pore of my body, a series of spasms ran that almost They make my heart stop. It was his semen, that after so much work, the penis of my man filled the interiors of my femininity. I was happy. I let it all empty, I didn't want to waste not a single drop. The wait had been worth it. He ejaculated squirts of semen which without delay began to drip down my thighs. Still with his member inside me, he helped me up until she was kneeling in such a way that her lips could kiss my mouth. Me He squeezed both tits as we sank into a deep kiss. He pulled out of me and helped me lie down next to him. I lay down on his chest and I dedicated myself to getting drunk on the smell of his body. It was 4:00 in the morning when I woke up and urgently I dressed and returned to my dressing room. My aunt was still asleep and never asked me anything. made me suspect that he had noticed my escape. Upon arriving in Mexico City, Ricardo and I exchanged phone numbers and everyone went their own way. life allowed the privilege of being with that special man again so My visit to Mexico City would be more than fun, a real awakening to my life of women. Since then I have traveled on many trains and have learned many things about sex and love. But Ricardo, his perfume, and what It made me feel that night, they will always live in my memory. Ricardo: thank you, my love.