CONFUSION. He was 28 years old. She was married. My husband and two little ones Children completed the family. What I am

CONFUSION. He was 28 years old. She was married. My husband and two little ones Children completed the family. What I am going to tell you happened a while ago and I believe in my conscience there is a ambivalence regarding my sexuality that torments me from experience that I had that summer afternoon. I was walking in a hurry, as always, for the Callao Avenue and almost reaching Santa Fe I tripped on a loose tile and fell on the sidewalk. I was stunned on the ground and I remember that a man and a woman They came quickly to pick me up. She requests, when I join, I I invite you to recover and fix my dress by going to your office a few steps from over there. She had torn her stocking and dirty her blouse, and she was also a little dizzy. so after some evasions I finally agreed to drink something strong and revive me as he proposed. He takes my arm. We cross the door of the building and we went up in the elevator. While we were traveling I observed her. She was a woman of about 45 or 50 years old, somewhat robust but no less attractive. I had a overwhelming personality and I felt protected when we entered his office. Despite having had children, I maintain my figure. Tall 1.70 meters. Blonde with short platinum hair and green eyes. Raquel, that was her name, praised my beauty and my legs while helping me. to take off the socks. She ran quickly to look for some of hers to replace the ones that were left. They had broken me. Despite my refusal not to take advantage of their generosity She ignored my words and returned with a new pair that, according to her, They were waiting to be released by someone on a special occasion. Meanwhile He handed me a glass of whiskey, which I drank without considering the consequences. I'm not used to it and I became uninhibited. I am rather shy and I always let myself be influenced by my husband and the people around me without revealing myself to things that didn't seem right to me and accepting things as they were. They were coming. I tell this to understand what happened next. Raquel took off my blouse to wash it and stood behind me to massage my neck. neck and shoulders in order for me to relax completely as he told me. I enjoyed his strength and the deep caresses of his hands without daring to refuse until, while I closed my eyes and delighted in the massage, transporting me to a dream place, his hands rested on my breasts and freed them from the bodice. I take from surprise. He pounced On my nipples and his mouth I desperately seek to kiss and nibble them. I got scared and backed away trying to break away, but I didn't have the strength. There was never been with a woman. He had me completely dominated. Raquel noticed me state of helplessness. His hands caressed me and I tried to avoid his caresses until he takes my face with both hands and kisses me on the lips. Me had won. His tongue tried to force its way between my lips until I gave in. I started responding to his kisses and there was no turning back. Our languages They were intertwined and I had lost all composure. Now I was the one who He caressed and searched for his erogenous zones. Uncomfortable as I was, I leaned back on it. couch and opened my legs to facilitate his caresses. It was the first time that He offered me a woman. He stood between my thighs and his mouth began to kiss and delicately touch the clitoris with his teeth while two of his fingers They entered my vagina and masturbated it. I began to moan with pleasure. Never I had believed that you could enjoy yourself so intensely with a woman. But that was happening. His tongue was like a reptile when he inserted it into the vagina. When my orgasm occurred I couldn't help but take his head in my hands. hands and fit it inside my shell so that I could eat it like a delicacy. Then it was my turn. I had learned quickly and made her gasp and moan as she sucked the nectar that flowed from his entrails. With a broken voice he stimulated me and asked me for more. After more than an hour of fun we both finished in a joint and noisy orgasm. I bathed and dressed, saying goodbye with a kiss and the promise that this would not be the last time. When taking the bus to return home, review the happened and I felt guilty of a capital sin, remorse that even today accompanies Am I guilty of having given in and enjoying a spurious relationship and homosexual?