Loneliness The characters emerge in my mind, without a doubt. Soledad's performance must be the main one. She has been "

Loneliness The characters emerge in my mind, without a doubt. Soledad's performance must be the main one. She has been "married" to Carlos Raúl for years, he knows about her own lips, everything from his life, from the incest with his father and stepfather, to who knew how to make the sexual act enjoyable no matter who the man was. inside it, the brother-in-law, the military man, who excited him until he possessed him for years in his bed as lover. Her almost voluptuous body was the perfection everyone dreamed of. man, prominent but not gross breasts, stylized, long black hair, brunette, matching her face and her angelic aura. Graceful movements make her perfect, beautiful, for nothing innocent, accustomed to living well, with the comforts of globalization, despite the fact that he does not stop feeling sorry for the fate of some close relatives. The fields, small and large businesses that belonged to his family were They were now reduced to villas and apartments, most of them unoccupied. He has made clear, among many, his way of loving, free of moral ties, full of enjoyment, which they have yielded to the love of their "husband", transforming her into a faithful "wife", who adds to the perfection of love as a couple her total surrender, submissive, goddess who responds to her greatest God with proofs irrefutable that submission that I never imagined seeing in her, proven in renunciation of the great providers of pleasure who in years knew how to satisfy their desires, his desires, which were not few. That afternoon, alone in the apartment, they indulged in sex, like recent lovers, fulfilling the opportunity to enjoy, making love, She remembered her beginnings with her father, close to him she wanted to make him feel the unique, since for her it was. She was totally imbued with love for that man, perhaps it was too much for a woman like her, who had not wasted opportunities to enjoy, now changed they prepared to have dinner, he did not set the table, They only microwaved a portion of suckling pig that had frisado, accompanied by a good Italian wine, his face showed that he had I had to say something, I was gaining strength and in front of me I have the one who shares the billboard, that her husband, a State contractor like her father, a merchant failure, player, eternal university student, perfect lover, full of friends easy, collector of favors, good-looking, with a physique according to his partner and taught in love affairs from a very young age, (this physical thing looking at it Well he was short, it seems to me that it is true that love is blind). Your thoughts 'truly the gambling debts of the tables in the villa with Jorge, Oscar and Aníbal is the most terrible thing "they couldn't find words to communicate it, the disaster that was already coming, upon leaving it, was Helped by her, that way I truly realized what she wanted to say. My friends rush me, they want to collect, the sacred debts of the game, we have to cancel them! I must do something! how to pay? . Saying the words in spurts, almost unintelligible to me, it was still something not at all clear, there is no doubt that I am not attentive or little I know the situation. In her gesture she expressed that she did, but she had to make him understand it since he couldn't continue. The amount? how did he see the solution? something a clue that I couldn't understand, a clearer explanation, more accurate of the true situation. The new forces arrived, Carlos Raúl, this time he did say of the gambling debt with his friends, it was several thousand dollars, amount impossible to pay, amount impossible to solve with income from work of it and less liquidating what was left of the trade that in previous years had given up, on which they lived, until the thought of "I could offer them her sexual services", based on the insinuations of the "friends" marked on his lips, he was about to say it when she sensed it. It must truly be difficult for the man to whom They gave their being, say what they think, say the inevitable, the only solution in his mind, knowing that with his thoughts freed he might encounter her friends, advanced on Soledad with her seductive words, once again she he believed him. The meeting found the four "friends" in the villa, the same one that in previous years brought everyone together for the wedding, this time it was They sat at the round table in the living room and Carlos Raúl had to speak, it was time for him to say what he had thought, but in truth it must be easier when he doesn't It is one's body. The faces of the new characters did not match my idea of this story, Jorge, lawyer, exporter or importer, banker, depending on the conveniences, he has had a girlfriend for three years, he is not physically attractive but not a grotesque either, his thoughts regarding Carlos Raúl and Soledad was based "ever since this idiot became a couple with her, every day she is better, I was never able to be by his side, even though several people had a great time, the truth is that is divine, I would pay thousands of dollars for one night "accustomed to negotiate, expressionless, was the one who without saying, put the key that he needed To fulfill his objective, when greeting him he asked him (with a rictus for a smile) , please bring him a solution, the closure of the credit is reality, now you have to pay. Oscar, is a doctor, at the age of sixteen he had his first relationship, (it was with Soledad) his false machismo, made him say that that was not So, since he had already had several experiences, Soledad is still convinced of that he is a fool, who does not know what to do with a woman, although he is a being a little shorter than her, strong, athletic, with virtues and defects, he does not He thinks about Carlos Raúl, he thinks about her and he doesn't say it "He is so sensual, so loving, so truly a woman that more than enjoying her I would like her to take care of me like him" "together we could do good things" Anibal, is a high school classmate of Carlos Raúl, the gross of the group, son of the construction materials merchant, his thoughts are for her "She is a mare which I would rape in a thousand ways" "she must leave every drop of your energy to satisfy my pleasure, apart from if I recover something, better" Friendship was not on the table, carnal desires were there, the debt money, Carlos Raúl's love did not exist compared to the of Oscar, since although she would give herself up for him, he was the main Guilty of the situation, he had not thought about stopping passing money to his family, his friends, mainly friends, to take care of his assets, he thought about give his wife, his honor, his love so many times sworn, but he was already thinking about that girl who interviewed him in Chile, or about his secretary real companion for years, maybe this had to be fixed first. Everyone listened to the offer of Carlos Raúl, Jorge and his mask of disinterest that he only cared about money finally left a He squeezed out a few thousand dollars in a satisfied smile, more than to the others, they did it, the leader still gave him the necessary suspense of a meeting between the "friends", three days with each one was the firm offer that with an air of "that's enough" he had declaimed, while thinking "a decade of life maintenance at full speed and his own fortune and that of his friends is fine pay" Jorge after gathering the creditors and leaving them in their hands of professional counteroffer negotiator: a week with each one and can join up to four more, without limits of nothing, apart from that he will be my lover forever. Carlos Raúl asked to speak with her, he knew she would agree but, It was not in his calculations, such an offer, Carlos's face carrying of a nervous smile, was the mask of the fallacy of man's love, not I hesitate to tell you: - You have to do this, could we say something less? She called Jorge, her sensual voice was slightly Hesitantly, they transmitted the script for the next chapter. - Let's chat among ourselves, I will be with you I want to settle the debt, my history, my husband, they force me to this, can I negotiate directly? The delivery was accepted, the gambling debts will be canceled and more than one will be able to fulfill their fantasies with Soledad. The meeting in the fifth this time was not attended by Carlos Raúl, who went to Chile with business excuses, Soledad at the meeting accepted each of the debts that he had endorsed on him, and left in the hands of those "friends" to your body, to your being and without a doubt part of your soul, where the exile of principles gave rise to this new morality. With his thoughts, Jorge gave me new paths in this story, I liked its presence in my writing, it looked like a rash upset, "She is without a doubt a beautiful, intelligent, prepared woman, her typically Argentine beauty, makes me want her. I have to consider that My partners and I want to recover the investment, I cannot settle for your delivery, he must give me more, he is strong" His banker's lawyer philosophy, inexpressive, inhuman, gave growth to his instincts to enjoy that beautiful downcast woman finances, but perfect body. He repeated his offer that by authorization of the group It was the one that would solve everyone's problem. "a week with each and you can join up to four more, without limits of anything, apart from that he will be my lover forever", I think that his North American blood predominated more than ever. She heard for the first time what Carlos Raúl had already told her. said, he thought instantly "with a part of what was squandered a few years ago, was enough and he could have kicked these "friends" off his property kicks" "with saving her husband's phantom expenses might as well having avoided this bad situation, in short he was taking care of debts used for the well-being of others", the word pledged, the circumstances They put her in that situation, defenseless, although illuminating the deception, it was time for solutions. He wanted to listen to the opinion of others, since the negotiator I didn't give him a chance, luckily, perhaps listening through me, the could know and know in whose hands it was, to offer something viable, something that could give him hope, some solution to this that sounded more and more like a curse fulfilled. Thoughts of Oscar came to my mind, he was a Democrat by definition, it reflected a life of studies, normal experiences, opportunity taker, always capturing the income from each business he Soledad and her spouse were hiring, most of them with only one beneficiary and well-being for his entire family, employees who formed the idle structure that led to the ruin of the once powerful company, its love for her was real, his desire to possess her forever collided with the culture of extreme, permeable passions, that very Argentine way, which includes solidarity with individualism, now had a chance to get there, but I knew that Jorge wouldn't give it up so easily and He was the negotiator. Thanks to my letters, Soledad met Oscar, transforming into something more positive that image of a fool that he had left, in years previous in his being, it was not enough for him, he had to know about Hannibal, the vertigo of events, led her to a path of no return, of slavery of all her actions, despite her status as a trained lover, she did not like the stage which he assembled with the elements at his disposal. Aníbal, was more linear, also a classmate of Carlos Raúl, I always envy the ease he had to fool everyone, doing what he worked, more with the girls, how he squeezed Soledad and essentially to his assets, he smiled remembering that he too with his businesses He sold his products to him for the value that, according to the Argentines, they say They are worth, bought for what they are really worth. I had money, I wanted more and not to lose the opportunity that Soledad's natural seduction impressed him, he almost didn't care to remember those principles that his (immigrant) parents had taught him, he considered himself son of this land, therefore she was the one who should supply it. Soledad's thoughts of gratitude, not understood, there was little he had been able to do for her, he saw no solution, no there were no usable strengths at a glance, many weaknesses, gloomy path awaited him The expenses of Carlos Raúl's life and family are maintained with the income of their own companies, credits and investments of the Soledad's estate, which she settled, I would never have thought that this management, the abuse of "friends" would end this way, wanting to find an end to the destructive vertigo, he remembered the number of times he saw Carlos go in search for the magical solution of the game, for a non-existent credit, for a condonation mainly of "friends." It was clear that the request for credits to cover expenses unproductive, payment of credits for the assets of "friends", simple theft in their assets they produced this effect, to make matters worse within their own home He had to negotiate the continuity of his life, under the terms imposed by the same ones that caused its economic destruction and now in sight its social annihilation. How could he get up?, when everyone would know about their carnal relations, not in freedom, but in a smooth act of prostitution and flat. How could I say that his surrender was out of love or submission? TO who and those who took advantage of his property and were now owners of his being. Reality dismayed her, her lost autonomy in relation to These facts worried him while her beauty remained unchanged, despite Because his spirit seemed broken like his native roots, he hid from me the secret kept even when he expressed his offer to the miserable extortion that In front of her, the actions of her "friends" and the entire environment imposed. Her mouth said it and I couldn't understand where she saw the solution, I limited myself to writing his sayings, perhaps a later analysis would they would let her understand it. - This time I want things in writing, I want it You and my family understand the reason for my action and the path I find within so many missing values: To the offer of: "a week with each one and you can join up to four more, without limits of anything, apart from that he will be my lover forever." Taking strength from all within him he said: - I accept a week with each one, starting the week with Jorge, continuing with Oscar and the last one with Aníbal, without limits of anything, except that within sixty days we will repeat the same under the conditions required (with up to four more) unless you are pregnant with one of the You who will be my lover forever or whatever he decides. An offer that met the requirements, the terms legal entities gave a valid format to the payment of the "debt" by these means, hidden with lodging services, work hours, in that Jorge was a magician, as he would be the first, could remain the lover of that beauty, without greater expenses, that same night the shifts began, everyone agreed, Soledad He only checked to make sure it was clear what happened in the event of pregnancy. Carlos Raúl for avoid any type of social conflict, she continued traveling with her Chilean friend, There remained, in the villa, Soledad with her boss, available, experience not was lacking, he faced, with integrity, each requirement, each position, he attended every request of the "friend" the relationships made it clear that submission to his "husband", could be and were transferable to others, their honor was destroyed, since His thoughts told me why, "every act is necessary to pass the week, maybe my honor was sold by my "husband" in his usufruct and that of his friends, in investments and properties, unfazed by my love. He did not enjoy any of his deliveries, but that was not what he saw Jorge, who time and again enjoyed his possession, his beauty material, impossible to see how much of his spirit it destroyed, the endless week came to an end, everything had been done, the hope of being a father of a bastard, imposed a smile, reciprocated by Soledad with a rictus on her face. undisguisable face of hate. Oscar arrived at the villa an exact hour after Jorge. gave him the key, his vote in search of a better future, were given in part when he asked him to take out the diaphragm, that special one that he knew he had gotten in Europe, she agreed, he, not only waited for the best moment to start his new opportunity, I communicated with her, I tried to understand the reason for her life marked by sex and lack of harmony of social economic activities, its destructive environment. Each guilt of the "friends" grew, finding its place next to one or the other, the economic damage they had caused, the act amoral submission, theft, harm to her being in its entirety, easy solutions, mirages for deception, gnocchi hiding places non-compliant, actively ignorant, artists of evil, destroyers of all their culture. She upright, was seeing in shared thoughts, how badly they built due to naivety, lack of principles, inexperience, "the opportunity is there", (that's what she thought), she had to see all the participants, finding hope, despite their journey, which so many times without He outspokenly described him as a fool, an idiot! There was no need for reproaches, light on the path, it was placed by her at the cost of suffering, it was the moment to enjoy, they both took a shower together, soaping their bodies, cleaning them of all dirt, mutual love emerged from each of their pores, that being that she so many times refused to engender, was about to be accepted, not only in his being, also in the today of that democrat, who understood that lies and false pride are not tools to build the future, a week that It seemed like decades, because of all the things they mutually learned from each other, Now they gave me a clue as to why Soledad offered. She was the one who asked him to give her the contraceptive, while I prayed for the first time in many years, that it would be pregnant with the "fool" she was learning to recognize. The tears in Oscar's eyes were heartfelt, although very small to settle the debts with that lady, whom he wanted as the mother of his children, as I always thought, that he was one of the necessary participants until reach extortion. He begged Hannibal not to do anything to him, that he would pay him. The pleading face only increased the carnal desires on her, he remembered for moments that several opportunities calculated, how many times she had paid that debt, he continued with the deal, once again his perverse desires triumphed on any of the principles he had ever been taught, giving signs that knowledge does not mean the adoption of any norm or legal, nor ethical. Soledad's experience calmed the pretensions destructive inserts, suffered the animal attack and I understood, only by reading in his mind, a why, with hints of fantasy, that I limit myself to listening to and inform them. "The order was imposed by the amount of the debts, not I wanted to change nothing, to end Oscar's pregnancy, which is the only way out. for this situation" "If the cross I have to carry is my rape at the hands of the same ones, who destroyed me, I accept it, since one of them will help me to rebuild my life and his" He stoically endured the attacks, I don't think they will break the spirit that springs together with the incarnation of that being engendered to liberate with his parents. The tiredness was sleeping the bodies, she complied with their treatment. Carlos Raúl returned, this time he was not well received, the The same employees from the villa did not let him enter, shouting that he would return, he shelter in their properties, an entourage that Soledad recognized as employees of she accompanied him. Given the obvious pregnancy, they all decided to wait. at the birth of the creature to make the DNA, the expectations of the possible parents, reflected in the thoughts of each of them, knowing the prize that the mother would be the lover or whatever the father had of the fruit of that amoral pact. The last ultrasound gave the news that it will be a girl. Jorge, licked his lips once again at possessing that body, lover perfect and would find a way that only if he did with his assets what the wanted, that creature would be rich, by and for him, being able to acquire all the culture of a developed country like the country of his parents. Aníbal knew that being the father of the girl ensured his idea of perpetuate with her, no woman had made him feel as much of a man as his mother, the economic solution to his life for his previous robberies and of course needed to get married could lead her to work sexually for his benefit, why not ? also to that bastard daughter. This source of knowledge of the thoughts of the characters that invaded my mind, are making me know the idiosyncrasy of the inhabitants in this country where Soledad lives, extreme selfishness, amorality in constant improvement, a counterpart apparently positive of economic solutions, they did not give me a better image of humanity that surrounded her. There was still Oscar, the fervent democrat, who used it for years, despite his love for her, he did not let her take his financial assets and was part of this pact is that even though they (Jorge and Aníbal) do not know it, they already We know who the real father of this daughter is. I'm glad to know what you thought "This is my first daughter, she is fruit of my first love, for having grown up with her, because although I continually insulted, she also understood in all this short life, full of bad moments, that it is possible to give oneself fully and think about the future, educating her in forgotten principles, with the love of the whole family." Soledad and Oscar agreed that his name be Argentina, both thought that just like our homeland that we have continually left alone, you must understand the need not to repeat mistakes, learning of them, they will remember him as the fathers of the country, they thought differently and united in the greatest objective of making each inhabitant of this earth a active citizen, who only gives in to the corrupt power in power not in their ideals, which died in exile or in economic ruin, leaving them in history, will reflect that the only possible way is to eliminate corruption of the areas of government and of every social paradigm, which Democracy is a perfectible system that increases dialogue, freedom and the possibilities for everyone, that every action in life must be accompanied by Ethics and moral values to make your life the best for your entire family, having to defend their well-being and that of their family with decent tools, to Do not give room to usurpers, always attentive to achieving spurious income. Being within generations for our country that know recognize hypocrisy, corruption, amorality, achieving a true woman in freedom, with a national being, admired by generations past, present and future. It is possible, it must be a reality that this girl cradles in her breast to worthy beings and with the possibilities today stolen by locals and strangers.