My wife's refusal to not let me smoke in the apartment has meant that I have to constantly go up to the roof to light my

My wife's refusal to not let me smoke in the apartment has meant that I have to constantly go up to the roof to light my cigarettes. We live in a four-story block and we live in the last one. In front of our door lives a young and very attractive girl who is renting, she is a teacher and we have little contact with her. One of the nights when I went up to smoke after dinner, I looked out into a small light patio and watched as the light came on in the only window on that floor, since the window that was supposed to be right in front of his had to be mine, but the former tenant took care of covering it up and leaving that room without windows. I suppose that not having anyone in front of me means that my neighbor always has her blinds up and with the curtains practically uncovered. I discovered it by chance that night, and thanks to the cigarette. Carmen appeared in that room at around ten o'clock at night, and without thinking for a moment about what was going to happen, I leaned on the roof awning and without stopping to look at that window, I watched in amazement as Carmen gradually took off her clothes, first, her shoes, her pants and her sweater. In his underwear he placed the clothes he had taken off on a hanger located behind his door, and there he grabbed a red bathrobe that was in the same place, left that room and left the light on. Having seen Carmen in her underwear was already a pleasure for me, and excited to see that scene I noticed how little by little he was gaining an erection, but I knew that the jackpot could be yet to come, I assumed that Carmen was going to take a shower and I waited impatiently for a few minutes waiting for Carmen's return to her bedroom. ¡Prize! It didn't take long for her to reappear with her bathrobe completely open and revealing her large breasts, her most intimate area at the bottom had a shaved sex along her groin and with abundant hair in the shape of a triangle. Taking off her bathrobe, she showed her nakedness through the window, her two enormous breasts were crowned by two majestic and wide brown nipples in the center that were turning pink as they faded across her breasts. When she turned around I saw her round ass that clearly resembled the shape of a heart, the aunt was hot as hell. My erection was already complete and as Carmen was finishing drying her body with that bathrobe I began to touch my member, beginning a masturbation exercise, the occasion required it, my neighbor lay down completely naked on the bed and turned on her television, the position of her window one floor below the roof where I was located made the view of her naked body in that bed a privileged one, her large breasts and her hairy vagina were reason enough to make me so excited that I I masturbated seeing Carmen's naked body. When I returned to the apartment my purpose was none other than to wait for the morning to get up and see if Carmen was still there naked. I got up at seven in the morning and with the excuse of the cigarette I went upstairs again. Carmen had already gotten up and her bed was made. In any case, I preferred the night scene from the night before, and if Carmen got up early, I wasn't planning on getting up so early to see how she was getting dressed, that's what I was waiting for at night. The passage of days, weeks and even months meant that, as if I were a detective, I began to know all of Carmen's movements. She arrived home every day around 10:00 p.m. and from Monday to Friday, she showered every day and followed the same routine. She took off her clothes and with her underwear went to the bathroom, where she returned with her bathrobe. Her towel in her hair told me that she washed her hair every Thursday. I liked the hairdryer scene with her naked. She slept naked a lot, but what she looked forward to most every week and without fixed or designated days was a phone call that made Carmen masturbate at least once a week while talking on her cell phone. With one hand she held her phone and with the other she began to touch her breasts in a soft and relaxed manner. As the minutes passed, her hands went down and, caressing her abdomen, she reached her hairy genital area where she gave herself some massages with her fingers that meant that even without hearing her moans I could somehow perceive the sound of them even if it was only through my imagination. That day was the day that I masturbated at the same pace as her while I watched the scene and imagined that I was the one on the other end of the phone stimulating Carmen in some way. The routine of all these events made my personality, my way of behaving, change noticeably with what happened every night in that room. As I had to make excuses to my wife for the long time I spent at night on that terrace, I decided to buy a telescope, I told her that I had become interested in observing the stars, and although at first she liked the idea, little by little she realized that all the movements in my daily life were aimed at being able to be free at the time when Carmen returned home, although of course she thought that it was because of the damn stars that I rushed to be free every day from 10:00 p.m. 23'30 more or less. Avoiding nights out during the week, imposing a dinner time every day before nine at night, having dinner prepared at noon so that it wouldn't be late, the lack of dialogue with my wife during those hours when we should be calmest to talk, and above all our increasingly less frequent sexual encounters shook the stability of my partner. To all this, I must say that contact with Carmen was practically nil, since we did not usually coincide in any way on the stairs or the elevator. On many occasions I thought about the possibility of trying to make friendly contact with her, but I didn't know what letter of introduction to reach out with. can you imagine? – Hello, I'm your neighbor, the one who masturbates every day with you looking out your window. Haha, it wasn't about that either, but my obsession was still going strong. The telescope thing was a good excuse for my wife but without a doubt the best thing was the destiny that that device was going to have and that it was going to be none other than being able to see Carmen in a clearer and sharper way, all this opened my imagination and I thought about the possibility of recording the scenes in that room and being able to relive them on weekends or vacation days when she was not there, so I did. This only made my relationship with my wife worse, the long afternoons in front of the computer on weekends, my constant refusals to have sexual relations with her and the distancing of our dialogues made my wife begin to ask about the possibility that I had a lover, even though I did not have one and denied it, she thought otherwise, and the possibility of a separation began to take shape. I began to fear a serious retaliation from my wife, and with my imagination in power I decided to take some action in the matter, but in a somewhat different way than I did before, to begin with I asked my wife to undress and masturbate by herself in bed while I did it standing and looking at her. Surely she liked the initiative again on my part to want to have sex with my wife again in some way, and she agreed to my requests to masturbate naked in bed while I did it standing up and looking at her, it is evident that I was doing it thinking about Carmen but in any case it didn't matter, my wife thought that what was happening to me was that I had lost sexual interest in her and feeling somewhat guilty she told me - we should talk more among ourselves, if what you want is to do new things I am willing to do anything, the point is to talk more and solve our drop in form. My wife's proposal and the feeling of guilt she carried on her shoulders made me think deeply about what was happening. Since my recordings were already on my computer, it was not difficult for me to transfer them to my mobile phone, this meant that I no longer needed to spend so much time in front of the computer screen where, with sock in hand, I had taken the habit of masturbating watching the recorded videos of Carmen naked and masturbating. I quickly agreed to my wife's requests, who, taking advantage of the good nights at the end of spring, asked me to go out for a few nights. Yes, I began to fail in my routine of going up to the roof and observing the naked body of that beautiful teacher, but in no case did I stop masturbating daily with the recordings that I had transferred to my phone, so whenever I had the opportunity and with the excuse of entering the toilets, I would get sick for a few minutes and practice the daily masturbation exercise that I did with the images of that girl. Once I resumed sexual contact with my wife, the sexual practices with her were based on my experiences with that window. I asked my wife to open the blinds while we had sex and with a camera in hand I began to record our sexual encounters. My wife, although somewhat reticent about what I asked, ended up being submissive to my wishes and accepted everything I asked of her. Sometimes I wondered where he got my fantasies from, since he was surprised when I asked him to take a shower and come back to the room with his bathrobe, take it off there and masturbate in bed, this made me see Carmen as if she were my wife, I even helped my wife shave her pubic hair so that it looked like Carmen's, her breasts were similar since my wife also has big nipples. My obsession with this girl had no limits and although my marriage was beginning to be saved, somehow I couldn't stop going up to that roof, watching her videos on the screen, or imagining that my naked wife was Carmen. At the beginning of summer, an unexpected surprise occurred one Saturday morning when my wife and I were leaving home. We met Carmen who was leaving at the same time as us and with two suitcases in hand, there we had practically the first and only conversation with this neighbor. Rather, it was my wife who asked. - Good morning, are you leaving? - Yes, my contract with the institute has ended, I'm going to my town.- Carmen said. - Are you coming back in September? - my wife asked again. - No, I am covering a maternity leave, and in September the girl I was looking for joins again, anyway my rent has already ended and tomorrow I think a new tenant is coming to move in, I think he is a civil guard. Very mixed and opposite feelings were going through my head, on the one hand Carmen's departure stopped my desire to continue recording her in the hope of seeing a boy have sex with her, but on the other hand I already had enough recordings of her to continue fantasizing about her body for several more months. What I was sure of was that the girl's departure was a real salvation for my marriage. That's how it was, Carmen's departure meant my new reunion with my wife, with whom I began to resume the good relationship I had with her, the videos that I recorded of Carmen were interspersed with those of my wife, and I discovered with pleasant amazement the curiosity that seeing my wife naked on the small screen gave me. At the end of the summer one night I invited my wife to go up to the roof, on this occasion to give the telescope I bought the use it must have had and which was none other than to see the moon and the stars. But I realized that my wife, instead of staying with me, went to the gap in the light patio where I had my privileged views of that window, I approached her and out of the corner of my eye I observed that that window was closed. - Don't worry, this neighbor doesn't raise his blinds, anyway I wouldn't be interested in seeing him even if he did, I only want one man and it's you. I'm so glad our neighbor is gone. I love you Rafa.