Allow me to tell you about my sexual awakening as a woman. It was a wonderful experience that happened by chance. Since I was a child I was very attracted to femininity, and on some occasions I fantasized about cross-dressing in my sister's clothes. Although during my adolescence I had some relationships with girls, it was never something that completely satisfied me, at least not as much as it seemed to be for other boys. As an adult and emancipated, cross-dressing became common, and it became the best way to deal with the stresses of life, but I always did it in the privacy of my apartment. This happened one day when I had had a lot of problems at work and had had a big argument with my boss. When I got home I couldn't relax and decided to go shopping, which was something that calmed me a lot. I spent the entire afternoon shopping to expand my closet, I came loaded with bags because I had bought a lot of things, underwear, shoes and as something special a spectacular black chiffon evening dress. I was tired and decided to take a break. I chose a cafe near my house that I knew was frequented by gays and lesbians, it was an atmosphere that was pleasant to me. I sat at the bar leaving the bags at my feet and ordered a beer. I entertained myself by observing the various people there and found myself staring at a man who had just entered and was looking for a place from the door. He was tall and strongly built, dark, and dressed in a suit. He walked over to where I was and also sat at the bar next to me, leaving a stool in between. I had already looked away in the opposite direction, and I hoped that he had not noticed the thorough examination I had given him, he was really very manly and attractive. He also ordered a beer. I continued with my things, I was eager to try on all the things I had bought. Most of the time I didn't have the opportunity to try them on in the store because I was embarrassed. I always hid the fact that they were gifts purchases and I had developed a great ability to get the right size and see how something would look on me, but it was not the same as seeing it on my body. Finally I decided to try on a fancy black thong right there, I could put it on in the bathroom and go home with it. Without thinking twice I bent down to pick it up from the bag, I asked the waiter to watch my bags while I went to the bathroom and I headed to my transformation. I put the slip I was wearing in the packaging of my thong and when I returned to the bar I leaned over to put it in the bag. I sat back down and continued drinking my beer. From time to time I watched my handsome neighbor out of the corner of my eye, but now I noticed that that man was watching me very carefully. He looked up and down, also looking at the bags he was carrying. Hello, good afternoon, sorry to bother you but you must be extremely tired. It puzzled me that he used the feminine, it seemed strange to me but pleasant and natural. “Excuse me,” I replied. I was wondering if you were very tired. A little - I answered - I think I've gone too far buying and the bags are quite heavy when you carry them for a long time. Of course, but that's not what I meant. I don't understand you When you bent down I couldn't stop looking at the pretty thong you're wearing, I was wondering if you weren't tired of hiding. I felt suddenly naked, it seemed that that man suddenly knew all my doubts about my existence. I was completely disconcerted, on the one hand the fatigue and on the other hand the audacity of that person. But I had been thinking feminine all afternoon, choosing the clothes I bought, thinking how this or that would look on me, and my mind was still feminine. I don't understand you, I answered, turning frankly towards him and looking him in the eyes. Well, if you combine the underwear that I have seen on you and what can be seen in the bags you are carrying, what doesn't add up is the clothes you are wearing. I hadn't realized, but the set of bags was typically feminine. The bag of underwear was from a well-known brand, the suit could be seen by opening some of the bags, one of the doubts, the shoe store was called "Locas". My confusion increased even more, and to end the situation I cut him off: I'm very sorry, but you're getting involved in things that don't concern you. I didn't mean to bother you, sorry. And he returned to the front of the bar to continue drinking his beer. I imitated him, but my head was still trying to put things in their place. He had treated me feminine, and I had spent the entire afternoon like that, what was the problem, him or me? I turned to him again and said: - Forgive me, the truth is you haven't said anything that deserves a snub, and yes, the answer to your question is that I am tired. - I'm glad you relax a little, we are in a free world. Hello, my name is Diego – and he extended his hand to me. I responded, and told him my name was Andrés. Relax, I'm sure your name isn't Andrés right now, be yourself. I hesitated for a moment, but it was so easy to talk to that man! Well the truth is that now I am Alba – I told her in a low voice. That seems much better to me, delighted Alba – he responded with the same caution. Because of his accent he wasn't from the city. It's clear that you're not from here, where you're from. I'm from Barcelona, I've been coming all week for company business. I lived in Barcelona for two years, and the truth is that you are the first Catalan I have seen so open at first. Don't think, I'm also quite tired from work, I just wanted to talk for a while and be a person for a little while and not just a worker. We immediately started a conversation about the common point of Barcelona. I had had a great time there and Diego, who was a great conversationalist, deepened the superficial knowledge that I had of many corners of the city. He always treated me feminine, and I felt very comfortable. We spent a long time talking and night fell, finally I told him I had to go. Sorry to keep you, it was a real pleasure meeting you this afternoon. I got off my stool and collected all the bags in an ostentatious manner. Alba let me help you carry all that, I have nothing to do and I feel like taking a walk. Thank you very much Diego, you are a heaven The truth is that I felt very good in his company, and his offer seemed very natural to me. He walked me to my apartment, which was a fifteen hour walk away. This is Diego, thank you very much for everything, sorry for making you carry all this. Nada Alba, thanks to you for the company. Good night – I extended my hand to say goodbye. He took it gently and raised it to kiss it – Good night Alba, good luck to you. I felt like I was saying goodbye to myself, and like a call for help I said Diego, it's still early, do you want to go up and have a drink. I was looking forward to you offering it to me, I would love it. We entered the portal and went up to my apartment. I took him into the living room and, leaving the bags on the floor, I offered him a seat on the sofa. I'm fine here Alba, but I think you should take off that costume you're wearing and be yourself, I'll wait for you here. I was confused again, but I was right, I had been thinking all afternoon about dressing in what I had bought. With a big smile I told him: Of course Diego, it didn't take long at all. Get comfortable I grabbed all the bags and headed to my bedroom. I took off those masculine clothes and was left naked with the thong I had worn at the bar, it was very sexy. I completed my underwear with a black bra and some fancy black stockings. And thus prepared I slipped into the black chiffon dress I had bought. The dress was complemented by a wide, shiny black belt that marked the waist. I went to the bathroom to put on a little makeup, I had already shaved thoroughly in the afternoon, but I applied a little makeup to soften my complexion, mascara, I outlined my eye line and applied a little highlighter shadow, I finished with a pastel pink carmine, I have long hair and I loosened the ponytail that I was wearing to leave it loose on my shoulders and I combed my hair. I finally went back to the bedroom and climbed into the high heels I had just bought. I looked in the mirror and approved of myself, the belt of the suit hugged my figure and the makeup was soft, not at all strident. I looked very feminine. I was looking forward to showing off to Diego. I walked into the living room shimmying in my high heels. - Hello Diego, what do you think now? - Wow Alba, you are really pretty, it was worth the wait - he complimented me, I didn't expect anything less, he was a true gentleman. - What would you like to drink? - I asked him, heading to the sideboard in the living room where I had the drinks. - Do you like mojito, does it come out very well? - Well, mojito then - he nodded. I grabbed everything I needed and started preparing the cocktail at the bar that separated the kitchen from the living room. Diego got up and explored the room. I like how you have decorated your apartment, you have a lot of taste. He stopped in front of my fairly extensive CD collection and asked if he could play some music. He chose a CD of Brazilian music. I finished the mojitos and offered Diego his, I took him by the hand and took him to the couch to sit down. We savored our drinks slowly listening to the music, barely speaking, I was changing my posture seeking to bring out all my femininity, and he was delighted with my display. Then a well-known melodic song began. Diego smiled, looking into my eyes, and stood up, extended his hand towards me and asked me Will you give me this dance, miss? I can't contain my laughter, it was a somewhat comical situation, Don't you dare, Alba? I've never danced very well, and I've never danced with a man, so I don't think it's a good idea. Come on girl, you'll see how it works out on your own, let yourself go. I listened to him and he took me to the center of the room. He put his right arm behind my waist and took my right hand with his left. I began to sway sideways to the rhythm of the music. I instinctively put my left hand on his shoulder to move with him. You see dawn, you just have to let yourself go, now your feet, when I start with the right one you go back with the left one, - one, two and three. And his strong arms pressed me to start the movement. It was soft, natural. To the rhythm of the music, his arms carried me in an intoxicating sequence of turns. We were dancing the entire song we started with and the next one, which was of the same rhythm, which continued almost without interruption. After the second, a very slow romantic ballad began. He changed the pace and movements, which were now limited to a slight sideways sway while turning in tiny steps very slowly. His hand released mine to also hold my waist, mine was attached to his shoulder. The softness of the music and the movement plunged me into a kind of trance, it didn't take me long to rest my head on Diego's chest and close my eyes. At one point I opened them just as my gaze went to the mirror I had in my living room. It reflected a tall, attractive man dancing with a girl in a beautiful suit. I realized that the girl was me, and I was overcome with immense excitement. My hand left his shoulder to caress the back of his neck. My head lifted to observe my beau. He looked at me with his deep, shiny black eyes, our gazes met for a long time. Finally his head leaned towards me and his lips brushed mine. I liked that soft touch, and my lips played with the touch. From rubbing it went to nibbling and without knowing how our open mouths allowed our tongues to meet in a wonderful kiss. His arms pressed my body tightly against his, and I felt something hard in his crotch. I got scared and my arms separated his face from mine. Diego,… - I said scared What's up Alba, I thought you were liking it And I really like Diego, but here are these... - I didn't know how to finish the sentence. Diego continued to stare at me and kissed me again. Suddenly and with a movement that I could not understand, he picked me up in his arms. Alba, you are to blame for what you have noticed, and now there is no choice but to solve it. Where is the bedroom? I didn't know what to say, I had never considered the situation I was in. He must have interpreted my silence as an affirmation because he headed down the hallway and found my room. He placed me very gently on the edge of the bed and began to take off his shirt while still looking at me. Half-reclining on the bed, my gaze was level with her sex. Instinctively my hand caressed that tempting bulge and I could feel the strong erection of his hard penis. I petted him several times. I sat up and sitting on the bed in front of him I began to help him while I kissed his belly. First I lowered the zipper of his pants which allowed me to smell the precum that was already soaking his briefs. I put my nose closer to delight in that smell that attracted me. I unbuttoned his pants and they fell away, leaving a thin slip as the only protection for his penis. I continued massaging it. He had already taken off his shirt and was watching me from above. Come on Alba, I see you know what you're doing. I lowered the briefs, leaving a large, hard penis free, which I continued massaging. I pulled under the skin of his foreskin to free his shiny hard glans. She had never noticed the great beauty of the erect male member. Follow Alba And I started kissing his glans. After a few seconds I started licking with my tongue. I liked that sticky, sweet liquid that permeated it. I put his penis into my mouth as far as I could, until it hit the back of my throat. - So Alba like that, but I'm already bursting. He grabbed me by the arms to stand up and took off my dress, I don't know how. He turned me around and pushed me, making me fall face down on the bed. He knelt between my legs and grabbing me by the hips made me get on all fours and inserted his penis into my anus, removing the string of the thong. I was very nervous, I could feel his swollen glans pressing against my hole. He increased the pressure little by little, but I didn't open up. I was so nervous and didn't know what to do, I squeezed my buttocks preventing penetration. Relax Alba, if you keep squeezing I'm going to hurt you - he continued pushing hard and my hole gave a little, but I let out a cry of pain. Shhh, calm down, and he pushed again to insert a little more - This time the pain was unbearable and I screamed - Nooooo. He stopped short. Sorry, seeing how you reacted I thought I had already done this, it's better to leave it because then I'm only going to tear your sphincter. I was dying of shame and ran out to the living room. He followed me and found me crying my eyes out sitting on the couch. - I'm sorry my love, I really want to please you, but it hurts a lot. He sat next to me. It's okay Alba, if you can't you can't, we're not going to make something that was so beautiful end badly. You are a sweetheart Diego, I feel very bad about leaving you like this. Well if you want you can finish the blowjob you started, that is if you seemed to like it. I obeyed without question, I knelt on the floor in front of him and took his cock in my hands again, masturbating him gently. I started giving them kisses on the glans, on one side, on the other, on the tip, and licking it as if it were a lollipop. From time to time I put the entire glans in my mouth to salivate it well, and I continued playing with it as if it were my favorite toy. One of these times he rested his hands on my head so I wouldn't take it out again, but without forcing me he just let me know what he wanted. I started to thrust it in and out, pressing his cock between my tongue and my lip. He set the pace for me with his hands. Now slow, now faster, now he took it out and put it back in my mouth. We stayed like that for a very long time until her moans began to get deeper and her hands forced me to put her in more and more - Suck Alba, I'm going to give you all my milk - and she continued trying to deepen the blowjob. I had to separate my head somewhat because it hit the back of my throat, but my hand surrounded his penis and its movement jerked him off hard. Finally, Diego arched his back and moaning loudly, he released a large stream of semen that flooded my mouth. I swallowed it while he released more and more between spasms, until he finally relaxed. I swallowed as best I could everything that that wonderful phallus released, although I couldn't stop some of it from overflowing from my corners. I continued sucking him, collecting what had dripped and leaving it perfectly clean until slowly his cock became flaccid between my lips. I stood up, caressing his testicles and legs around his penis. He looked at me and said, – Alba, you won't know how to fuck but you have to admit that you know how to give a good blowjob. - Thank you very much, I'm glad you liked it - I said smiling, I loved knowing that I had made the man in front of me enjoy it. - Come on, I would love for you to bring me something to drink, a beer or a glass of wine. - Of course my love, I'll be right back. I came back with two glasses of cava. He was still sitting on the couch and was smoking a cigarette. I sat down next to him and offered him one of the two glasses: How have you been feeling, Alba? I wonder. Very good Diego, although I feel very ashamed for not having been able to let you penetrate me. Don't worry, the blowjob was worth it. I have enjoyed it a lot, feeling your cock growing in my mouth has driven me crazy. “I love your cock,” I told him, stroking it gently. He turned slightly and gently placing his hand behind my neck he pulled my face towards him and kissed me again on the lips. I loved that he kissed me. I sat on a horse on his legs and around his neck with my arms I brought my open mouth closer, he responded to me. We spent a while letting our tongues play with each other. He caressed my back up and down, stopping to caress my buttocks in circular movements. After a while I noticed that something else was caressing my buttocks, it was his cock that had hardened again, and due to the position it was getting between my buttocks. Intuitively I began to move so that he fit more between them and masturbate him with my buttocks. He continued caressing me, but now more firmly, and massaged my buttocks, opening and closing them. Those movements made my anus open and close, giving me great pleasure. We were like this for a long time, and suddenly Diego told me, Let me eat your nipples He unbuttoned my bra, separated my body from his, sitting me up slightly, and leaning down slightly he began to lick one of my nipples in circular movements with his tongue. My nipple became hard in a second, it was a maddening sensation. With the slight change in position my ass was more vertical to Diego's cock. In our movement he no longer slid so easily between my buttocks, and with each pass his glans pressed against the entrance of my ass. I moaned deeply, the combination of the licks on my erect nipples and the thrusts into my anus, driving me crazy. Diego was an expert. From time to time his hand massaged my chest and his fingers ruled the saliva he had left behind. When he returned to my buttocks, his fingers spread that saliva on my anus, and lubricated the passes of his cock through my slit. He repeated this operation several times, while my moans increased. At one point they must have been so strong that they must have told him that he was already completely out of control, his hands moved from my buttocks to my hips, forcing the movement that I made against his cock. He continued rising and placing the palms of his hands on my breasts, forcing me to separate myself further from him until I stood upright on his pubis. Come on girl, it's time you behave like a woman I had no doubt what I wanted. I moved my buttocks trying to make his cock fit well in my anus, and I let my weight fall on his cock. My ass opened, but the pain made me stop. Slowly Alba, at your own pace – said Diego, who now grabbed my shoulders with his hands, pushing me to sit on top of him. I didn't want to let him down again, and without thinking twice I let my weight fall again without putting up any resistance. My ass had no choice but to open and his cock entered me like a wild animal. I let out another cry of pain My excitement was such that the pain was a completely new sensation, I wanted it, all the tension that was in me relaxed and I ended up finally falling on my deflowerer, sticking his cock into me along its entire length. It was something mystical, I think that in that moment Alba definitively triumphed over the old Fran. He noticed the change in my body, he sat up a little to continue licking my nipples, and I pressed his face against my chest so that sensation would never end. When Diego sat up, Diego's cock came out a little, my body alternately fought between arching backwards again seeking full penetration and leaving my chest within reach of his tongue. With each movement our bodies became synchronized and the movements took on more amplitude. His cock came out of me so that his mouth could suck my nipples and again my body sought to separate itself to stick me as deeply as possible into that phallus that was my reason for living. Suddenly Diego began to arch his body to go deeper into the penetration. After no more than three or four thrusts, each one stronger, he arched in a surprising way, lifting me pinned to him while several waves of his hot semen filled my insides. He fell back sitting on the couch while I noticed how his penis relaxed inside me. He hugged me and kissed me deeply with a sweetness that I will never forget. We fell sideways on the couch and he was lying on his back and I was lying on his side. So we rested for a long time, we both needed it. I began to relax while the stinging sensation between my buttocks forced me to remember all the sensations that that wonderful awakening to anal sex had caused me. Diego's breathing became slower and deeper, and he finally fell asleep. I sat up, careful not to wake him. I went to the bathroom and took a shower, partly to get rid of the heat I still felt and partly to wash off the spurts of semen that were coming out of my ass and dripping down my legs. I went to the bedroom and put something on, I chose the same black thong with which I had conquered Diego and a transparent black robe that I tied tightly around my waist with its sash. I looked out my bedroom window for a long time. I enjoyed the cool of the night being Alba. I felt exultant and happy, I was a woman and I had made love with a man. At this point I noticed movement behind me and saw Diego entering the room completely naked. Hello Alba, sorry but I fell asleep I don't mind if you stay the night, if you want, stay, as you can see the bed is big. He looked at the bed and then looked at me. His gaze traveled over my entire body from head to toe, there was something in his gaze that I loved. "You are very pretty in that robe, Alba," he whispered, approaching me and hugging me around the waist while kissing me on the head. I loved the contact of that man and above all that he only saw in me the woman that I am. For you my love – I turned around and kissed him with my mouth open while my hand searched for his penis again. With the play of our tongues and my caresses I got him to have a new erection. I got very excited noticing his penis growing in my hand. And looking at the bed I wanted to correct the mistakes of the night. I got out of his embrace and, letting the robe slip from my shoulders, I began to crawl on all fours across the bed to the other end so that he had room. I soaked my fingers in saliva and, caressing my back to my ass, I salivated my anus well. Diego didn't take his eyes off me, and you could read the lust in his eyes. Once ready, I arched my back to put my ass in the air and, turning my face back, I invited him Diego, fuck me again. He didn't wait long, but what stuck to my buttocks was his face while my anus received the tip of his tongue, causing me incredible sensations. I applied saliva incessantly, lubricating my hole as much as I could. Even in that he was a gentleman. Come on Diego, fuck me please. He didn't wait any longer, he knelt behind me for the second time that night, inserting his penis into my pleasure hole. He pressed hard while my body gave in to that wonderful martyrdom. I let out a cry of pain, but his cock had already penetrated me completely, I bit my lips enduring the pain. He noticed it and left me. Alba stoppage? fuck me That third request that he penetrate me was the password that made him understand that I had already completely become a sexual woman. He entered me again and started fucking me as if he had been without sex for several years. I noticed how his cock entered and left me, but this time without my control. My ass tried to relax for a moment when I felt him take out his cock, but I barely had time to prepare to receive a new onslaught that would open me completely. It was a very different experience than what I had experienced when I was in control of the situation on the couch. I could only try to relax and enjoy the thrusts of that wonderful cock that I still felt growing deeper inside me. Diego's pace became faster and his thrusts became more vigorous. Everything I felt, pain, excitement, the smell of sweat, the pressure of Diego's hands holding my hips, came together in a frenzy that was continually increasing. It didn't take long to reach total ecstasy accompanied by convulsions in my belly, my legs, my buttocks, and especially in my anal and perianal area. I couldn't silence my moans of pleasure and in this state I felt Diego's semen completely flooding me. Diego slowed down until he stopped completely with his cock still inside. We fell on our sides gasping. Finally I felt how his penis lost its erection and in its flaccidity it ended up coming out of me. We rested like this. Thank you very much, I don't know how but I think I had an orgasm – I told him and let myself rest until I fell asleep. The next day Diego left his hotel and the rest of the week he stayed at my apartment. So far they have been the best days, and nights, of my life. I never dressed up as a man again after that week. It is possible that I could not help but idealize some of the situations in this story a little, but that is how the week of my awakening has endured in my memory.
