I hope you like it and feel it...She had been confined at

I hope you like it and feel it... She had been confined at home for months. I didn't go out with friends, I had no contact with the outside except strictly necessary. I was scaredpanicI couldn't help it. The street was too big For me, the light or the darkness, both gave me the same sensation...sense of loneliness, pain. Everything happened in a previous time. I was leaving work afternoon when a few meters from my house I could feel a strong blow and someone that attracted me towards a van, of which I can't say the color or the formhe took everything away from meeverything that should be beautiful between a man and a woman womanwhat must be remembered for being the first timefor me it was horrible. What happened in there doesn't even excite me, although sometimes it seems that women We enjoy it, it doesn't even make me feel proud and much less do I feel like it tell and remember it. Since then sex was of no interest to me and even except everything related to a man. I tried to keep quiet as much as I could, as much as I My heart could hold out, until he took an attitude that I didn't know. --------------------------------------------- We stay alone at home like every weekend My parents decided to take a trip. Since I was little my parents placed in me brother Óscar all the trust you can have in an older brother responsible, hard-working and serious. All these qualities, he brought together, which made me admire him in a very special way, I always thought that if he had If he was around, that would never have happened to me. But already think about everything What happened was like taking a step back and I had to be strong and take it forward. He Little of the past can be changed and in my hands was the future I wanted to have. No I wanted to be a bitter person locked up at home, but it was very, very difficult for me. effort. Going out to buy bread was already too big a challenge and I looked very small. We decided to put on a movie, whose trailer was from a premonition that an already extinct race had had in which it was assured that the world would end in a specific year. It made us laugh because we never believed in those things, but my brother asked me halfway through the movie: Davinia, What would be the last thing you would like to do if you knew with certainty that the world would end tomorrow? Well I don't know...I guess having a day of shopping and a crazy night of spree!! But what's the point if you buy something that you won't be able to enjoy??? Are you stupid? Well, what about you? What would you like to do? HonestlyI have a wishbut I'm afraid that until the world ends I'm not going to be able to do it. Come on, I'm sure you can do it. I don't know anything that you haven't got little brother. I did... I couldn't defend you that day... and I can't forgive myself for that. Have nightmares every night when you imagine the fear you felt when you saw yourself there...without know what was going to happen. Do you know where I was? Fucking me in the seat back of a car to a girl I didn't give a damn about while the girl who loved her the most(Silence) OscarMy face paled. My brother felt sunk for not could have done nothing and a tear fell down her cheeks. Suddenly I felt something that was not compassion, it was not pity, it was not anger to remember That momentit wasa very strong feeling to see him like that. When you hear the word love My heart skipped a beat that I couldn't hide...he was declaring himself before me. To her sister...it seemed crazy but...it was a very beautiful madness. Davinia, I love you. I love you from the moment I realized that I had to think about you to move forward. To fulfill my dreams.I don't understandI live to make you happierto be with youÓscarwhat happened to me has nothing to do with you. It's not your fault. No you have to feel guiltyyou have to live your life and find a woman thatHis hands grabbed mine and put them on his chest. His heart was beating so fast that it seemed like it wanted to break out. We look at each other eyes. There was nothing more to say. We brought our faces closer and my lips had a shy touch with his own. They were humidtheir breath was warmenveloping. We kiss. Little by little he placed himself on top of me, opening my legs even With the dress I was wearing, everything was so sweetbut I felt suffocated. Me He was suffocating his chest, his face, his hands, he couldn't… Move away!Calm down baby, calm downbreatheYes, yesI'm sorry OscarIt's okay, what's wrong with you? Was it hurting you? No, it's not that I felt... I was suffocating... Davinia... I'm dying to make love to you... And I'm dying to make love to you... but... If it's just because of the suffocation... there's a solution. Trust me. YesHe lifted me off the couch and started kissing me newtouching my face, my neck, my hairgoing down my curves until I reach the edge of my dress, which he lifted until it reached the sides of my clothing interiorhe separated it on both sides and let it fall to the floor. He looked at me with some tender eyes and I could say full of love. He loved me. And I loved him. He lay down and grabbing my arms told me to place on top. With my legs completely open I felt him enter me with some effort due to the contraction I feltI had never gone to bed with no man except out of obligation in that vanThe memories are crowded togethermemories that he knew how to push away with his caresses, with his moanswith his teas I want in my ear. Little by little I moved slowlyto little by little feel as it was inside me completely. All his manhood was with me, in me interior, and for the first time I felt the joy of sex. He grabbed my hips to show me a sweet movement at the beginning, rhythmicwhile I noticed how It was moisteningas its hardness mixed with the delicacy of the swayingWith a subtle movement brought his mouth closer to my breaststhey were hard, swollenhe made let out an almost silent moan… I started to quicken the paceour sounds of pleasure mixed in the silence of the environmenthe pronounced my name and I meltedhis tremendous green eyes and his unkempt beard made me moisten when I looked at him. even more... the more it excited me... I grabbed her hair, brown and straight, disheveled... while With his hands he marked a melody that went in crescendo. I felt a pleasure extreme, he noticed how that longed-for orgasm was coming to him. I had it under me. He was making love with someone he had lived with for so many years and who today He was the first man who was touching mehe was touching me because I I wanted him to do it… BabyI'm going to cumOkay, yesWith labored breathing and what I was feeling I didn't move away. I didn't want to do it. I stayed upstairs, watching how their His eyes closed and his mouth opened at the pleasure he was feeling. It poured into meand I loved it. It was something indescribable… I didn't move. When he came to, he looked at me. Now it's your turn. What about me? Well...now I'll tell you. And it touched me so much. He tried hard to make me feel pleasure, for making me reach ecstasy and he did it. In his arms he carried me to the bedroom where, for months, I had secluded myself to escape from them, from the men. Today, I entered it with one of them. The one he loved the most, with whom he was loving me and who made me feel like the happiest woman that night and desired of the world. We are brothers but that has not made our relationship cannot move forward. Now I think maybe I was the only one He could get me out of the terrible hole I had fallen into. He loves me and I wantIs there anything wrong with loving?